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Earth is a PRISON PLANET -- Mars is the THE RECEIVER PLANET -- Orion Nebula is HEAVEN >(For more on prison planet structure see PRISON PLANET link - admin)
Saint Hill Minor, East Grinstead, Sussex
HCO BULLETIN OF MAY 11, AD13
ROUTINE 3, HEAVEN
Well, I have been to Heaven
And I've found that Scientologists have been to Heaven
The Goals Problems Mass implants, which are apparent basic source of aberration and human travail, which begin with the goal To Forget, were cynically done "in Heaven"
For a long time, people have been cross with me for my lack of co-operation in believing in a Christian Heaven, God and Christ I have never said I didn't disbelieve in a Big Thetan but there was certainly something wrong corny about Heaven et al Now I have to apologize There was a Heaven Not too unlike, in cruel betrayal, the heaven of the Assassins in the 12th century who, like everyone else, dramatized the whole track implants - if a bit more so
Yes, I've been to Heaven And so have you And you have the pattern of its implants in the HCO Bulletin Line PLots It was complete with gates, angels and plaster saints - and electronic implantation equipment So there was a Heaven after all - which is why you are on this planet and were condemned never to be free again - until Scientology
Before you went to Heaven you were not really very bad or very good, but you didn't think you have lived only once and you had a good memory and knew who you were and enjoyed life Afterwards ---
A symbol of the crucified Christ is very apt indeed It's the symbol of thetan betrayed
DATA
Additional work and possible corrections need to be done but this is the gist of the matter
The implants are electronic in nature and follow the pattern of the G. P. M. (GPM - General Purpose Macro-generator? - admin)
The implant station existed in the order of magnitude of 43,000,000,000,000 years ago (The dates may be part of the implants but do not appear so at this stage However, a possibility of correction of dates is reserved)
Sme have been through it once, some more than once
The first time I arrived and the moment of the implant To Forget was dated at 43,891,832,611,177 years, 344 days, 10 hours, 20 minutes and 40 seconds from 10:02 1/2 PM Daylight Greenwich Time May 9, 1963 The second series was dated to the moment of the implant To Forget as 42,681,459,477,315 years, 132 days, 18 hours, 20 minutes and 15 seconds from 10:02 1/2 PM Daylight Greewhich Time May 9, 1963
There are no earlier such implants There are no later such implants I evidentally have a goal of my own at 305 Trillion (U.S.) years and an actual GPM, all of which pulled into this 43 Trillion year implant
ADDITIONAL E-METER DATA
Five goals in all may be common to both sequences The first 3 of 5 are the same There are no implants as to time ccording to the meter There are numbers in any implants, but dates rocket read Implanting was done on a non-visible thetan, but arrival was in a ship in a doll body according to the meter Star of Betlehem, Pearly Gates, The Way out of the Universe, all of which RR on the meter, give a clue to recruitment actions There was no porpuse in giving a particular thetan a particular goal Planning had no individualization A preclear's overts should be scouted as to why these keyed in Fac 1, hypnotism, etc But doubtful if any preclear did this type of implanting The mood is set that thetans are evil, treacherous and bad but this is all part of the implant, not factual The earliest point of the series is not known at this writing but possibly contains a recruitment through advertising The departure point from the series is not fully known yet but probably just abandonment The implants were not done in a box or in some trick manner of projection The scenery is actually there, common MEST Universe
The first (43 Trillion) series consists of 29 implanted goals
The second *42 Trillion) series consists of 21 implanted goals
The first three goals in both series are the same TO FORGET, TO REMEMBER and TO GO AWAY The last goal and one other in both series are the same The remaining goals are not the same for the two implants
PERSONALLY PERCEIVED DATA
The pattern of RIs is different for two series, consisting in the second series of added RIs below the To Have a Goalivity and with a different dwindling of adjectives and adverbs, but are otherwise similar Both series have the Gates of Heaven visible The last implant of both consists of "entering" Heaven The last goal of both is To Be In Heaven
\cut\ (rest of material on HellOtrubus link - admin)
EARLIER HELLATROBUS IMPLANTS (psychological hypnotic suggestions)
By The Pilot (Ken Oggers)
Althou i have referred to the prison planet implant as being Hellotrobian, I believe that the old Hellatrobus empire is long gone in this galaxy I think that there are still Hellotroban fanatics around who sell their services as implanters (to make people good) and specialize in prison planets Whoever set this place up simply hired them The Hellatrobam symbology includes the staircase to Heaven, pearly gates, trainsheds, trolley cars, small town banks, idyllic pastures, angels, devils, crosses, mortuaries, and peaceful small town and bucolic scenery A great deal of Hellatroban symbols were added to Christianity in the medieval period, but please note that this does not mean that Christianity was started by Hellatrobus Except for the cross (which is a much more basic symbol and not exclusive to Hellatrobus), none of this stuff is in early translations of the Bible and (some of it is in later altered versions) The Hellatroban effort is to twist local religions into its sweeping effort to make others good by implanting The Buddhists tended to avoid this because Buddha rejected heaven as being part of the trap (his argument was that is you accept Heaven, you also accept Hell and you will spend your existence in bouncing back and forth between them) But I think you will find a lot of Hellatrobian stuff in the other eastern religions
More on Hellatrobus "Heaven" > HellOtrobus
HELLATROBUS PRISON PLANET IMPLANT (hypnotic suggestions)
a Background
In 1963 Ron researched what he called the Helatrobus or Heaven implants He issued a number of bulletins (which can be found in new tech volume 7) and tapes on the subject \cut\ Among other things, the implant was long and very difficult to run \cut\ He gives a bit of a story on the tapes about how this happened in the range of 63 trillion years ago had some teories about why the goals varied from person to person But the truth of the matter is that they only found a tiny percentage of the goals and they only appeared to vary because there was so much missing They had so many errors brcause they were running something that was too highly charged And this was researched before he had figured out that implants included false dates and stories etc
Back in 1992 I decided to take the platens he had researched and try to run the implant out on myself At a guess, there are 256 pairs of items which are repeated for each of 256 goals, which would give a total of about 65,000 items in the implant I began by simply using Ron's platen on goals which read well and I knew were in the implant Gradually I corrected and expanded platen slightly (but Ron's was pretty close) and I still think there may be a few missing or incorrect items, but generally I could get everything to read and FN using the platen as it is given here (see the next section) The more I ran of it, the more goals I found and gradually I was able to connect them properly in the right order (mostly) and I started getting the scenery etc I still only have about half of the goals, and of those I've only run about half of them in full detail (e.g. running all the items on each goal to FN) After running out over ten thousand items in it, I siddenly got it in the correct context (discussed below) and the whole thing pretty much fell apart I may have to go back to it eventually and finish it,, but with lots of other stuff attracting my attention, I wasn't about to drag back the tens of thousands of remaining items once they had keyed out So please excuse me for leaving this thing only partially researched It still miles beyond what Ron found out about it
The Actual Context of the Incident
Religious implants go way way back See my write-up on "Cosmic History" Many of the goals and symbols used in this very recent Hellatrobus implant were used in earlier ones and go way back Some of the things Ron discussed about the Hellatrobus implant are correct for earlier (and generally simpler) religious implants, but they are not correct for the actual implant that he was running with the platen he developed The implant itself pulls a lot of earlier ones into restimulation and he was pulling stuff out of the earlier ones by mistake The Helatrobus implant is the one used as part of the process of sentencing someone to Earth and it will have been done to you within the last ten thousand years It is still being used Any time you try to escape from this solar system (which some of us do occasinally), if they catch you, they run this one and in on you again and send you back Ron thought that there was a simple train implant which was used as the "Before Earth" sentencing implant That's incorrect There is a section of Hellatrobus that takes place in a train The actual process of being sentenced to Earth occurs as follows:
1 You are captured somehow I think most of us were in a war fleet that lost and we are being kept here while the war goes on
2 You are hit by heavy energy waves and told that you are convicted criminal about to be sentenced You get hit with some pictures of being on trial, eyc, but you don't know what your crime is They tell you that memory of your horrible crime has been erased as part of the criminal rehabilitation process
3 Then you are sentenced in court They condemn you to make a copy of yourself which will be punished You are told that after you make the copy (who will be punished in your place), you will be set free The heavy wave of force then hits you and then you are standing beside yourself
4 Then they tell you that you are the copy who is to be punished and that they will set your real self (the doll) free if you accept your punishement willingly I suppose that this keeps a few of the prisoners from kicking and screaming as they are dragged into the next step
5 Then they tell you that they are sentencing you to hell and drag you down into the basement, which is like being taken down into the medieval dungeon I'm not certain if the rest of this happens in an implant universe or if they simply attach some electrodes to your brain and feed you a computer simulation Either way, the experience seems very real, but it does not take place in the physical universe and is not constrained by physical universe mechanics
6 You're standing in a basement of some underground building at the bottom of Hell One wall of the basement is missing and you look out and down and see an infinite universe with a vast swirling cloud of chaos hanging in a center
7 They tell you that you have become evil and turned against your creator and therefore will be tossed into chaos and torn apart as a spirit
8 But then they offer you one last chance They will review your history and show you how you came to this sorry state And in so doing, they will run time backwards for you so that you may have another chance Theu tell you: " Now pay close attention, so you can learn from your mistakes "
9 Then you begin to walk backwards, going backwards up stairs etc (and occasionally down, but mostly up), gradually working your way back out of hell and through cities and mountains and eventually going backwards up a stairway to Heaven
10 As they do this, they implant goals and items The first goal that is implanted (at the bottom, facing chaos) is the goal " To Be Ended " They hit you with hundreds of items for this goal as you backup from chaos and go up the basement stairs (backwards) Then they use the same pattern of items for the next goal, etc Eventually you work your way all the way up to heaven (where they implant the goal " To Be In Heaven ") and even further until you reach the top goal " To Be Created " which takes place in front of God's throne
As you go backwards, these items are implanted excruciatingly slowly
11 At the top they show you how God created you, including a bit of Genesis Then they tell you that this is how you lived your evil existence, but now you have a chance to live again and try to de better this time
12 Then they let you go and it's like your being released from a slingshot You fly down the staircases etc getting all the goals and items in the forward direction Here they hit you very fast and you go willy nilly all the way back down to the basement at the bottom of hell and fly straight out the opening and start falling towards the swirling mass of chaos
13 But they catch you as you're falling They say something like: " Here you've gone and done the same terrible things again But we will give you one last chance Now pay closer attention this time "
14 And then back you go, up the stairs backwards etc very slowly, getting all the goals and items again They repeat this whole mess three times You get three runs of the goals and items going backwards (slowly up the staircase) and three runs forward (quickly, going downwards) On the last time, they let you keep falling and you fall into the pool of chaos Once there, there are millions of objects and scenes and things flying around you, sort of like being in the middle of a tornado Then you see a calm area, sort of like the eye of a hurricane, and there in the center is the Earthand you go down to it to escape from the chaos And there is a feeling of peace and relief and then you go unconscious After that, you begin reincarnating on Earth
THE HELLATROBUS ITEMS PLATEN
17 Nov, 1992
These are the items used on each of the goals in the Hellatrobus Implant There may be some items missing This is based on HCOB 12 May 1963 (Routine 3 RI Form) (new volume 7, page 145) as corrected by HCOB 26 May 1963 (R3 Line Plot) (new volume 7, page 171)
BLOCK ONE --(goal in past tense without TO, i.e, " forgotten " instead of " to forget ", " ended " instead of " to be ended ")
(also can be used with crossover or XOVER cross-copy point . as : FORGOTTEN.xoverNIX FORGOTTEN or FORGOTTEN.xoverFORGOTTEN - admin)
FORGOTTEN NIX FORGOTTEN
ABSOLUTEABLY __________ NIX __________
PERFECTABLY __________ NIX __________
SUPERIORABLY __________ NIX _________
INCOMPARABLY _________ NIX ________
WONDERFULLABLY _________ NIX __________
FASCINATABLY _________ NIX _________
BEAUTIFULLABLY __________ NIX __________
HIGHLY ACCEPTABLY __________ NIX __________
RECOMMENDABLY __________ NIX __________
ACCEPTABLY __________ NIX __________
ENGROSSABLY __________ NIX __________
VITALABLY _________ NIX __________
EAGERABLY __________ NIX __________
ENTHUSIASTICABLY __________ NIX ___________
ENJOYABLY __________ NIX __________
PLEASUREABLY __________ NIX __________
AGREEABLY __________ NIX __________
DEDICATEABLY _________ NIX __________
COMMENDABLY __________ NIX __________
DESIREABLY __________ NIX __________
CREATABLY __________ NIX __________
WANTABLY _________ NIX _________
COVETABLY __________ NIX __________
HOPEFULABLY __________ NIX __________
( powerfullably ??)
DECIDEABLY __________ NIX __________
CREDITABLY __________ NIX __________
DEMANDABLY __________ NIX __________
BOREABLY __________ NIX __________
UPSETTABLY __________ NIX _________
REGRETTABLY __________ NIX _________
DEJECTABLY __________ NIX __________
( compulsably ??)
UNSTOPABLY __________ NIX __________
DEGRADEABLY _________ NIX __________
IDIOTABLY __________ NIX __________
LOSEABLY __________ NIX __________
BADABLY __________ NIX __________
UNCONFRONTABLY __________ NIX __________
FORGETTABLY __________ NIX __________
UNWANTABLY __________ NIX __________
PLAYABLY __________ NIX __________
ABADONABLY __________ NIX _________
__________ING NIX _________
__________ERS NIX _________
__________INGNESS NIX _________
__________ISHNESS NIX _________
__________ATIVES NIX _________
__________IVITY NIX _________
BLOCK TWO --(goal in present tense with TO, i.e. to forget, to be ended, etc)
TO FORGET NIX TO FORGET
ABSOLUTEABLE _________ NIX __________
PERFECTABLE __________ NIX __________
SUPERIORABLE __________ NIX __________
INCOMPARABLE __________ NIX __________
WONDERFULLABLE __________ NIX __________
FASCINABLE __________ NIX __________
BEAUTIFULLABLE __________ NIX __________
HIGHLY ACCEPTABLE _________ NIX __________
RECOMMENDABLE __________ NIX __________
ACCEPTABLE __________ NIX __________
ENGROSSABLE __________ NIX __________
VITALABLE __________ NIX __________
EAGERABLE __________ NIX __________
ENTHUSEABLE __________ NIX __________
ENJOYABLE __________ NIX __________
PLEASUREABLE __________ NIX __________
AGREEABLE __________ NIX __________
DEDICATEABLE __________ NIX __________
COMMENDABLE __________ NIX __________
DESIREABLE __________ NIX __________
CREATABLE __________ NIX __________
WANTABLE __________ NIX __________
COVETABLE __________ NIX __________
HOPEFULABLE __________ NIX __________
(powerfulable ??)
DECIDEABLE __________ NIX __________
CREDITABLE __________ NIX __________
DEMANDABLE __________ NIX __________
BOREABLE __________ NIX __________
UPSETTABLE __________ NIX __________
REGRETTABLE __________ NIX __________DEJECTABLE __________ NIX __________
(powerfulable ??)
DECIDEABLE _________ NIX __________
CREDITABLE __________ NIX __________
DEMANDABLE _________ NIX __________
BOREABLE __________ NIX __________
UPSETTABLE __________ NIX __________
REGRETTABLE __________ NIX __________
DEJECTABLE __________ NIX __________
(compulsable ??)
UNSTOPABLE __________ NIX __________
DEGRADEABLE __________ NIX __________
IDIOTABLE __________ NIX __________
LOSEABLE __________ NIX __________
BADABLE __________ NIX __________
UNCONFRONTABLE __________ NIX __________
FORGETTABLE __________ NIX ___________
UNWANTABLE __________ NIX __________
PLAYABLE __________ NIX __________
ABADONABLE __________ NIX __________
(TO) __________ ING NIX __________
(TO) __________ ERS NIX __________
(TO) __________ INGNESS NIX __________
(TO) __________ ISHNESS NIX _________
(TO) __________ ATIVES NIX __________
(TO) __________ IVITY NIX __________
BLOCK THREE --(goal minus "TO", i.e. "forget", "being ended" etc)
__________ NIX __________
__________ ING NIX __________
__________ ERS NIX __________
__________ INGNESS NIX _________
__________ ISHNESS NIX __________
__________ ATIVES NIX __________
__________ IVITY NIX __________
BLOCK FOUR --(-ing form a goal, i.e. "forgetting", "being ended") - (the ____INg is included below as a reminder and because Ron typed it that way, but on "TO BE" type goals, it changes the BE into BEING rather than coming at the end, i.e., next item on the goal "to be ended" is "those who are being ended" rather than "those who are ended-ing")
THOSE WHO ARE __________ ING SOMEONE WHO ISN'T EVER __________ ING
GOALS THAT LEAD TO __________ ING SOMEONE WHO HATES __________ ING (Ron's was "__________ ing form of goals")
ACTIVELY _________ ING SOMEONE WHO DOESN'T WANT TO BE __________ ING (Ron's was "active - ing __________") - (% TO BE was added)
THE ADVANTAGES OF __________ ING SOMEONE WHO SEES NO ADVANTAGE IN __________ ING
ANY NECESSITY FOR __________ ING SOMEONE WHO SEES NO NECESSITY FOR __________ ING
ANY EXISTENCE OF __________ ING SOMEONE WHO SUPPRESSES __________ ING (or "ANY PRESENCE OF")
ANY INSISTENCE ON __________ ING SOMEONE WHO INVALIDATES __________ ING
ANY DEPENDENCE ON __________ ING SOMEONE WHO DENIES __________ ING
THOSE WHO ARE CREATING __________ ING NIX __________
ANY ACTIONS OF __________ ING NIX __________
ANY BELIEF IN __________ ING NIX __________
THE PROPONENTS OF __________ ING NIX __________
THE FANTASTIC IMPORTANCES OF __________ ING THE UNIMPORTANCES OF __________ ING ?
THE OBSESSION FOR __________ ING NIX __________
THE INTRESTINGNESS OF __________ ING NIX __________
THE CONCERNS OF __________ ING NIX __________
THE UPSETS ABOUT __________ ING NIX __________
THE DESPARATIONS OF __________ ING NIX __________
THE FRENZIEDNESS(ES) OF __________ ING NIX __________
THE PAINFULNESS OF __________ ING NIX __________
THE HOPELESSNESS OF __________ ING NIX __________
BLOCK FIVE --(odd numbered items continue with the __________ ing form, but even numbered items are beingnesses Ron formatted these beingness items as "__________ ER", but "A __________ PERSON" or "A __________ BEING" usually reads better, especially on beingness goals I.E., on the goal "to be ended", next item is "an exhausted ended being" (or an exhausted ended person) rather than "an exhausted ender" Sometimes the __________ ER form works better on active goals as in "an exhausted rememberer", but even here the form "an exhausted remembering person" is also valid In the majority of goals, " __________ PERSON" works better than "__________ BEING" for the first few items and then "__________ BEING" will start running better On active goals, sometimes the __________ ing form works best as in "an exhausting forgetting being" In this section of the implant the beingness items end up as stuck pictures (valences) rather than the vacumes that come from the NIXes I have omitted the usual % sign in the cases where __________ ER was changed to __________ BEING)
THE EXHAUSTIONS OF __________ ING AN EXHAUSTED __________ BEING
THE STUPIDITY OF __________ ING A STUPIDIFIED __________ BEING
THE EFFORTS OF __________ ING A WEAKENED __________ BEING (Ron's was AN UNEFFORTIZED __________ ER)
THE UNREWARDINGNESS OF __________ ING AN UNREWARDED __________ BEING
THE COMPLICATIONS OF __________ ING A COMPLICATED __________ BEING
THE DEMANDS OF __________ ING A DEMANDING __________ BEING
THE DETERMINATIONS OF __________ ING A DETERMINED __________ BEING
THE FOOLISHNESS OF __________ ING A FOOLISH __________ BEING
THE COMPULSIONS OF __________ ING A COMPULSIVE __________ BEING
THE INVALIDATIONS OF _________ ING AN INVALIDATED __________ BEING
THE LIMITATIONS OF __________ ING A LIMITED __________ BEING
THE DEGRADATIONS OF __________ ING A DEGRADED __________ BEING
THE OVERWHELMS OF __________ ING AN OVERWHELMED __________ BEING
THE MISERY OF __________ ING A MISERABLE __________ BEING
THE UNAWARENESS OF __________ ING AN UNAWARE _________ BEING
THE OPPONENTS OF __________ ING AN OPPOSED __________ BEING
BLOCK SIX --(since he only had a few items here, Ron did not label this as a separate block, but the format did change from "__________ER" back to the block 2 form of "TO GOAL", i.e., the next item below is "somebody who needs to be ended" etc)
THE FORBIDDENNESS OF __________ ING SOMEBODY WHO NEEDS TO __________
A HATRED OF __________ ING SOMEBODY WHO LOVES TO __________ (Ron had "__________ ing")
THE INHIBITEDNESS OF __________ ING SOMEBODY WHO DESIRES TO __________
THE ABSENSE OF _________ ING SOMEBODY WHO COMPULSIVELY CREATES __________
STOPPED __________ ING SOMEBODY WITH THE GOAL __________
THE NONEXISTENCE OF __________ ING THE GOAL TO __________
TO (goal) TO NIX (next goal in series)
(Ron had much more variation in the last item, bacause of trying to connect together goals that didn't belong together This was due to missing large numbers of goals in the original series He also had item (last item in block above) opposing the goal itself (i.e. next item "TO __________") This was probably due to an assumption that there was always an opposite side To me it seems that last item was just left hanging there and followed by item 1 of the next goal)
HELLATROBUS GOALS LIST
Oct 10, 1990
This is the goals list for the Hellatrobus Implants (Heaven Implants) The correct date is Before Earth (this is the implant used to sentence one to Earth, the 43 Trillion date is part of the implant) In the first run you're moving backwards Each goal is implanted with the two hundred or so items given in the Hellatrobus item platen above
On the first run, the whole thing is done backwards with you backing up the staircases etc You are supposedly backing up through time This makes it difficult to describe For each scene, the first item is at the "end" of the scene and the final item, after you have backed all the way up, is at the "beginning" of the scene In other words, if the scene for a goal had you walking down a staircase, the first item implanted would have you at the bottom with the staircase behind you and the final item would have you up at the top looking down as if you were going to walk down the staircases Then you back up into the next goal On the second run, you are going down and the first item would be up at the top of the stairs and the last item would be at the bottom, and everything will go in a normal direction, but if you try to run it this way, you will be missing the entire first run of the implant
To aid in running this, I have included the transition item from each goal back to the previous goal
1 TO BE ENDED . NIX TO BE ENDED -- ABSOLUTEABLY ENDED . NIX ABSOLUTEABLY ENDED -- and the rest of block's ^ (as shown above - admin)
A black road through empty space The road "ends" (first item of the entire implant) at a rotating hypnotic spiraling swirl of chaos
TO BE ENDED TO NIX BEING TORTURED
2 TO BE TORTURED . NIX TO BE TORTURED
Going through a black dungeon Lowered down the final pit to the road through nothingness Strange things are done to your energy, people reaching inside of you and pulling out parts etc You come down from insubstantial via a black chute
TO BE TORTURED TO NIX BEING INSUBSTANTIAL
3 TO BE INSUBSTANTIAL . NIX TO BE INSUBSTANTIAL
Ice and gray rocks and spirits saying items
TO BE INSUBSTANTIAL TO NIX BEING FLAYED
4 TO BE FLAYED . NIX TO BE FLAYED
E.G. To Be Cut You're strapped to a stretcher, normally upright but it floats and twists around You're going through a hospital ward or a lab Various demons etc with knives say the items In block 1, the nix pulls you back just before the blades reach you but in block 2 you land on the blades and the nix pulls you off
TO BE FLAYED TO NIX BEING NUMB
5 TO BE NUMB . NIX TO BE NUMB
Crystal arches leading into hospital (flayed), starts (last item, coming in from frozen) as an ice cave
6 TO BE FROZEN . NIX TO BE FROZEN
Snow covered landscape, ice statues say the items On block 6 your being dunked into icewater on each item
TO BE FROZEN TO NIX BEING BURNED
7 TO BE BURNED . NIX TO BE BURNED
Burning landscape, path of coals, ashes in air Flame beings to either side say the items Repetitively dropped into a pit of fire, etc
TO BE BURNED TO NIX BEING UNAFFECTED
8 TO BE UNAFFECTED . NIX TO BE UNAFFECTED
There are explosions on each item, very violent but the explosions don't quite hit you Landscape of hell, the ground rolls under yoou similar to an earthquake The pictures are mainly of overts, watching your friends tortured etc, while you are being unaffected There is an uncomfortable feeling of emptiness
TO BE UNAFFECTED TO NIX BEING HORRIFIED >(or to be unreal?)<
9 TO BE HORRIFIED . NIX TO BE HORRIFIED
An elevated roadway in hell with smoking pits and victims to either side Demons say the items There is the fear that you will get so horrified that you will snap into the tortures that you're looking at
TO BE HORRIFIED TO NIX BEING UNAWARE
10 TO BE UNAWARE . NIX TO BE UNAWARE
Road through hell, sometimes ontop of red hot iron wall (the walls of the city of Dis as in Dante?), tortured and burned people to either side say the items and try to grab at you but they are below you and can't reach you, you avoid looking at them
TO BE UNAWARE TO NIX BEING IN HELL
11 TO BE IN HELL . NIX TO BE IN HELL
A series of bridges over flaming rivers and pits, items come from poles on sides of bridge, road "leads" to the hell city (to be unaware) and comes from a cave in the mountains (to be gameless)
TO BE IN HELL TO NIX BEING GAMELESS
12 TO BE GAMELESS . NIX TO BE GAMELESS
A gray road in a gray landscaape, items come from the ground and gray clouds above, at the "end" (e.g. the first items, leading to hell) you go through a cave with the items coming from grottos to either side
TO BE GAMELESS TO NIX BEING HAUNTED
13 TO BE HAUNTED . NIX TO BE HAUNTED
Gray landscape, creatures/ghosts appear and terrorize and condemn you
TO BE HAUNTED TO NIX BEING SELF-PITYING
14 TO BE SELF-PITYING . NIX TO BE SELF-PITYING
Rock bridges over ashes, all gray "Poor John is dead" type flows and feelings
TO BE SELF-PITYING TO NIX BEING DRAINED
15 TO BE DRAINED . NIX TO BE DRAINED
Bleak "tales from the darkside" sort of landscape with dark misshapen trees etc Spirits hit you and pull away energy, path leads down to a cliffside where a bridge leads out over the chasm of self-pity
TO BE DRAINED TO NIX BEING IGNITED
16 TO BE IGNITED . NIX TO BE IGNITED
Riding along on a cart/stretcher at a 45 degree angle, burning from the inside, flames shooting out of fingers etc, giant candles to either side give the items, much smoke and grayness At first (around the last items) there is the impression of funeral parlor near the end (first items, leading down to "drained" you are tossed off the cart over a cliff and fall down to the gray landscape)
TO BE IGNITED TO NIX BEING INTERIORIZED
17 TO BE INTERIORIZED , NIX TO BE INTERIORIZED
Pulled along from body to body in a morguE, snapping into each one, dead bodies on either side say the items
TO BE INTERIORIZED TO NIX BEING BODILESS
18 TO BE BODILESS . NIX TO BE BODILESS
Floating in a ghost body over a plane of ashes Nice things lie to either side but they are all colorless and insubstantial and you can't reach them, begins (last item) with floating out of the ground)
TO BE BODILESS TO NIX BEING BURRIES
19 TO BE BURRIED . NIX TO BE BURRIED
Underground, sort of moving up and down in an elevator The pressure of dirt increases on the items, you get space (move down from dirt) on the nix, claustrophobic and suffocating "Begins" with (last items) being lowered into ground by a sort of crane
TO BE BURRIED TO NIX BEING MOURNFUL
20 TO BE MOURNFUL . NIX TO BE MOURNFUL
Going through a graveyard, tombstones say the items
TO BE MOURNFUL TO NIX BEING NON-EXISTENT
21 TO BE NON-EXISTENT . NIX TO BE NON-EXISTENT
Dead effigy riding on a pole on a golf cart through a mausoleum
TO BE NONEXISTENT TO NIX BEING DEAD
22 TO BE DEAD . NIX TO BE DEAD
Lying in a coffin rolling through rooms of mourners
TO BE DEAD TO NIX HAVING FAILED
23 TO FAIL . NIX TO FAIL
Walking through a battlefield between barbed wire fences, items from fence poles
TO FAIL TO NIX BEING WIPED OUT
24 TO BE WIPED OUT . NIX TO BE WIPED OUT
Battlefield with dying soldiers who say items
TO BE WIPED OUT TO NIX BEING APATHETIC
25 TO BE APATHETIC . NIX TO BE APATHETIC
Road through battlefield covered with dead and dying, mud, etc
TO BE APATHETIC TO NIX BEING DEFEATED
26 TO BE DEFEATED . NIX TO BE DEFEATED
Battlefield with planes and tanks (who say items) fighting civil war style soldiers (who shout nixes)
TO BE DEFEATED TO NIX BEING MURDEROUS
27 TO BE MURDEROUS . NIX TO BE MURDEROUS
Walking on a wall, like the Chinese wall, above battlefield, exploding bombs say the items
TO BE MURDEROUS TO NIX BEING HATED
28 TO BE HATED . NIX TO BE HATED
In a railway carriage running between barbed wire fences in battlefield
TO BE HATED TO NIX BEING IGNORED
29 TO BE IGNORED . NIX TO BE IGNORED
Railway carriage? Or poling raft threw swamp?
TO BE IGNORED TO NIX BEING BLAMED
30 TO BE BLAMED . NIX TO BE BLAMED
Railway carriage - billboards say items
TO BE BLAMED TO NIX BEING UNCARING
31 TO BE UNCARING . NIX TO BE UNCARING
Elegant railway car (like 1890's Tycoon's car) with people pleading and starving outside, begins (last items) with departure from trainshed)
TO BE UNCARING TO NIX BEING POSSESSED
32 TO BE POSSESSED . NIX TO BE POSSESSED
(or TO BE TAKEN OVER by a demon?)
In trainshed, loudspeakers say items
TO BE POSSESSED TO NIX BEING VENGEFUL
33 TO BE VENGEFUL . NIX TO BE VENGEFUL
In the first backwards run, you are backing downstairs from the trainshed to the harbor, in the second forward run, you would be walking up stairs from the harbor to the trinshed - this is one of the occasional ones where you climb up a little instead of moving downward in the forward direction Old European style (Italian?) houses to either side
TO BE VENGEFUL TO NIX BEING PERSECUTED
34 TO BE PERSECUTED . NIX TO BE PERSECUTED
Running alongside harbor in the village by the end of the canal chased by townspeople with pitchforks who throw rocks and say the items
TO BE PERSECUTED TO NIX BEING PARANOID
35 TO BE PARANOID . NIX TO BE PARANOID
I.E. to be fearful without reason Floating on dark water with heads on poles sticking out of the water saying the items, at the end (first items) you come to the harbor in the village
TO BE PARANOID TO NIX BEING PURPOSELESS
36 TO BE PURPOSELESS . NIX TO BE PURPOSELESS
Canal, items from poles in water
TO BE PURPOSELESS TO NIX BEING SELF-CONFLICTING
37 TO BE SELF-CONFLICTING . NIX TO BE SELF-CONFLICTING
I.E., to be at war with oneself canal, cottages along banks, you keep trying to go off in various directions simultaneously You keep getting multiple pictures of the scenery as you separate and turn various ways simultaneously You split on the items and recombine on the nix
TO BE SELF-CONFLICTING TO NIX BEING COMBINED
38 TO BE COMBINED . NIX TO BE COMBINED
The body is on a pole in the gondola on the canal, cottages line the banks, copies of yourself (ghosts) fly in from the cottages and snap into the body
TO BE COMBINED TO NIX BEING DIVIDED
39 TO BE DIVIDED . NIX TO BE DIVIDED
Canal boat, electrical storm, items come in with lightning bolts, stone dicks at a distance to the sides, copies (ghosts) of you appear on the docks and walk away, get pulled back, etc
TO BE DIVIDED TO NIX BEING UNCHANGING
40 TO BE UNCHANGING . NIX TO BE UNCHANGING
Sailing in a boat/gondola like Venice, heads on barber poles sticking out of the water say the items
TO BE UNCHANGING TO NIX BEING SICK
41 TO BE SICK . NIX TO BE SICK
Lying in a bed in a gondola on a Venice-like canal, bridges pass overhead
TO BE SICK TO NIX BEING HOPELESS
42 TO BE HOPELESS . NIX TO BE HOPELESS
Riding down a canal like Venice, items from statues on sidewalks to either side
TO BE HOPELESS TO NIX BEING SELF-INVALIDATING
43 TO BE SELF-INVALIDATIVE . NIX TO BE SELF-INVALIDATIVE
Or to "self-invalidate" Canal, strange structures on the banks say the items
TO BE SELF-INVALIDATIVE TO NIX GIVING UP
44 TO GIVE UP . NIX TO GIVE UP
Floating down canal in desert, pyramids on either side give items
TO GIVE UP TO NIX FEELING MISERABLE
Previously I had "to nix being hopeless" here in the platen, before that, I had "to nix being overwhelmed"? I might still have some error here
Might be missing items here !!!!
Electrocuted ? - see item 62 below
To Hallucinate . nix To Hallucinate ?
To Be Terrified . nix To Be Terrified ?
To Be Shocked . nix To Be Shocked ?
To Be Hypnotized . nix To Be Hypnotized ?
To Be Motion Sick . nix To Be Motion Sick ?
To Be In-Motion . nix To Be In-Motion ?
45 TO FEEL MISERABLE . NIX TO FEEL MISERABLE
Amusement ride in a box that jerks suddenly from side to side
TO FEEL MISERABLE TO NIX BEING UNCONSCIOUS
46 TO BE UNCONSCIOUS . NIX TO BE UNCONSCIOUS
Maybe a rollercoaster car with plane rides etc alongside Originally seemed like open railway car between barbed wire in battlefield
TO BE UNCONSCIOUS TO NIX BEING HURT
To nix Being Smashed ? Then "smashed (injured) to nix being reckless" ?
47 TO BE HURT . NIX TO BE HURT
In car/cart going down steep mountain road smashing into things
TO BE HURT TO NIX BEING SELF-DESTRUCTIVE
48 TO BE SELF-DESTRUCTIVE . NIX TO BE SELF-DESTRUCTIVE
Pits line the sides of the road with pointed stakes, rocks, acid, glass, etc in them, item comes from Pit, you step off edge and fall in, nix pulls you off and puts you back on road
TO BE SELF-DESTRUCTIVE TO NIX BEING TRAPPED
49 TO BE TRAPPED . NIX TO BE TRAPPED
Going up and down on a pole, riding on a pole on a carousel horse, bars/poles and fake horses all round
TO BE TRAPPED TO NIX BEING LOST
Following 2 items might be out of place (?)
TO BE LOST . NIX TO BE LOST
Spinning plates ? Feeling disoriented? - But see to be unbalanced
TO BE LOCATED . NIX TO BE LOCATED
Walking down streets, heads/statues carved on buildings say items, walking down corridor, faces on doors saying items
TO BE LOCATED TO NIX BEING DISPERSED
52 TO BE DISPERSED . NIX TO BE DISPERSED
Strapped to a bullseye on a flying target, things keep hitting you and pieces of the body fly off in all directions and then the nix pulls you back together
TO BE DISPERSED TO NIX BEING OVERWHELMED
53 TO BE OVERWHELMED . NIX TO BE OVERWHELMED
Sliding, falling, being smashed, in the amusement park, this has pictures of other parts of the incident in it
TO BE OVERWHELMED TO NIX BEING PUNISHED
54 TO BE PUNISHED . NIX TO BE PUNISHED
? Some sort of amusement park ride where punchng gloves and paddles hit you as your carried on a conveyor belt
TO BE PUNISHED TO NIX BEING DOMINEERING
55 TO BE DOMINEERING . NIX TO BE DOMINEERING
Being carried through amusement park in a sedan chair
TO BE DOMINEERING TO NIX BEING CRIPPLED
56 TO BE CRIPLED . NIX TO BE CRIPLED
Amusement park, bumper cars, parachute jump, boat ride into fun house etc
TO BE CRIPLED TO NIX BEING SPINNING
57 TO BE SPINNING . NIX TO BE SPINNING
Amusement park, steps You're on a pole that spins as it hops down steps from the amusement park toward the harbor/canal area
TO BE SPINNING TO NIX BEING STOPPED
58 TO BE STOPPED . NIX TO BE STOPPED
Amusement park car, keeps jamming in unpleasant places
TO BE STOPPED TO NIX BEING UNBALANCED
To Be Dizzy
To Be Unaffected
59 TO BE UNBALANCED . NIX TO BE UNBALANCED
Spinning plates, plane rides, amusement park
TO BE UNBALANCED TO NIX GETTING WORSE
60 TO GET WORSE . NIX TO GET WORSE
In a cave underground, items from stalagmites and nix from floor, stairs in cave Begins (last items) with entering cave from wooded valley (first item is WORSENED)
TO GET WORSE TO NIX EXPERIENCE NOTHING (was TO NIX BEING ELECTROCUTED)
To Be Drugged
To Be Agonized
61 TO EXPERIENCE NOTHING . NIX TO EXPERIENCE NOTHING
Maybe heads in grottos in cave? Hit with vacumes
TO EXPERIENCE NOTHING TO NIX BEING ELECTROCUTED
62 TO BE ELECTROCUTED . NIX TO BE ELECTROCUTED
May be TO BE ELECTRIFIED Like being in a giant pinball game Bit fat round terminals on either side that deliver items and shocks You rush towards the terminal which says the item and then at last moment something rushes down in front of you and says nix and stops you The terminals sound high toned In block 2 you hit the terminal and stick and get shocked until the nix Seems to take place in underground
TO BE ELECTROCUTED TO NIX BEING UNTHINKING
63 TO BE UNTHINKING . NIX TO BE UNTHINKING
Swamp, boat
TO BE UNTHINKING TO NIX BEING DEPRESSED
64 TO BE DEPRESSED . NIX TO BE DEPRESSED
Poling a boat through the mud
TO BE DEPRESSED TO NIX BEING INDIFFERENT
65 TO BE INDIFFERENT . NIX TO BE INDIFFERENT
Being dragged through a muddy swamp by snakes etc who say the items
TO BE INDIFFERENT TO NIX BEING STUCK
66 TO BE STUCK . NIX TO BE STUCK
Hopping in mud/tar, you are stuck on the items and lifted on the nix
TO BE STUCK TO NIX BE FLEEING
67 TO BE FLEEING . NIX TO BE FLEEING
To flee, wading through swamp
TO FLEE TO NIX BEING INFESTED
68 TO BE INFESTED . NIX TO BE INFESTED
Raft in marsh, lights (like fireflies/bugs) come in and enter your body on the items, has the sense of being infested with entities (being tag-ridden)
TO BE INFESTED TO NIX BEING EVIL
Missed items?
69 TO BE EVIL . NIX TO BE EVIL
Creatures rise up out of the swamp and say the items
TO BE EVIL TO NIX BEING UNIMPORTANT
70 TO BE UNIMPORTANT . NIX TO BE UNIMPORTANT
Walking through a marsh, there are electric shocks with the items which are said by heads on stakes sticking up out of water
TO BE UNIMPORTANT TO NIX BRING IMPLANTED
71 TO BE IMPLANTED . NIX TO BE IMPLANTED
Sitting in a chair being rolled forward, back, spun etc ina tunnel like the Lincoln Tunnel in New York The chair goes in loops, upside-down, etc, very fast Ends (first items) with you stepping out of chair at end of tunnel to walk through swamp The pictures are of other implants etc The items come from the back of chair (head clamp) and the nix is from a helmet/plate across forehead, the chair also goes into a transparent tube and you fly out of the mountain and arch over down into the sea and through mud etc and then back up into tunnels in the mountains etc moves at express trin speed At the beginning (last items) you are in a hospital wheelchair which changes into the chair that goes into the tunnel
TO BE IMPLANTED TO NIX BEING VISCOUS
(was "to nix being insane")
72 TO BE VISCOUS . NIX TO BE VISCOUS
Stairs down cliffside to sea, continuing down into and under water
TO BE VISCOUS TO NIX BEING PURSUED
(this one was "to be destructive")
73 TO BE PURSUED . NIX TO BE PURSUED
Running down through forest towards beach
TO BE PURSUED TO NIX BEING NERVOUS
74 TO BE NERVOUS . NIX TO BE NERVOUS
In the woods, trees say the items
TO BE NERVOUS TO NIX BEING CRIMINAL
75 TO BE CRIMINAL . NIX TO BE CRIMINAL
Walking down streets in a 1930s like city)
TO BE CRIMINAL TO NIX BEING DOCILE
76 TO BE DOCILE . NIX TO BE DOCILE
Corridors
TO BE DOCILE TO NIX BEING TREATED
77 TO BE TRETED . NIX TO BE TRETED
Hospital corridors
TO BE TREATED TO NIX BEING INSANE
78 TO BE INSANE . NIX TO BE INSANE
Ends (first items) with you walking into hospital, begins (last items) walking up and down stairs in an art gallery, in between, you walk down city streets everything is strange and crazy and turning, sometimes its like your in a glass tube and the city is revolving around you, swinging overhead and underneath you There's sort of kaleidoscope effect
TO BE INSANE TO NIX BEING CONDEMNED
78 TO BE CONDEMNED . NIX TO BE CONDEMNED
Walking from court into jail, between rows of cells, prisoners say items
TO BE CONDEMNED TO NIX BEING DISHONEST
80 TO BE DISHONEST . NIX TO BE DISHONEST
Jungle, animals saying items?
TO BE DISHONEST TO NIX BEING ACCUSED?
81 TO BE ACCUSED . NIX TO BE ACCUSED
Walking between pillars which say items?
TO BE ACCUSED TO NIX BEING GUILT RIDDEN
82 TO BE GUILT RIDDEN . NIX TO BE GUILT RIDDEN
Faces on trees in forest say items, at end (first items), you come to steps leading to hall of justice
TO BE GUILT RIDDEN TO NIX BEING TREASONOUS
83 TO BE TREASONOUS . NIX TO BE TREASONOUS
Or to be traitorous or treacherous
TBD to be done, I have not yet run this one
TO BE TREASONOUS TO NIX BEING BLINDED
84 TO BE BLINDED . NIX TO BE BLINDED
TBD, not yet run
TO BE BLINDED TO NIX SPYING
85 TO BE SPYING . NIX TO BE SPYING
TBD, not yet run
TO BE SPYING TO NIX BEING BETRAYED
86 TO BE BETRAYED . NIX TO BE BETRAYED
TDB, not yet run
TO BE BETRAYED TO NIX BEING DEGRADED ?
87 TO BE DEGRADED . NIX TO BE DEGRADED
Going down slide from cliffs to beach?
TO BE DEGRADED TO NIX BEING ASHAMED
88 TO BE ASHAMED . NIX TO ASHAMED
path up mountainside with lampposts saying items? Or canal boat from amusement park?
TO BE ASHAMED TO NIX BEING PERVERTED
89 TO BE PERVERTED . NIX TO BE PERVERTED
Walking through carnival, items come from booths? maybe starts or ends with getting in/out of canal boat?
TO BE PERVERTED TO NIX HAVING CRAVINGS
90 TO HAVE CRAVINGS . NIX TO HAVE CRAVINGS
(or TO CRAVE)
Maybe going through a tent or shopping mall with things on display
TO HAVE CRAVINGS TO NIX BEING EMPTY
91 TO BE EMPTY . NIX TO BE EMPTY
Floating above shopping mall, like a flying dream or maybe on a balloon like cushion, drifting down (maybe from ski lift)
TO BE EMPTY TO NIX BEING GLUTTONOUS
92 TO BE GLUTTONOUS . NIX TO BE GLUTTONOUS
On a restaurant terrace on a mountainside overlooking the shopping mall, you're at a table on a moving /revolving disk, at the end (first items) you're flung off of the balcony
TO BE GLUTTONOUS TO NIX BEING REJECTED
93 TO BE REJECTED . NIX TO BE REJECTED
In a sort of concourse/mall-like tunnel in the side of a hill support posts with faces say the items The mall leads to the restaurant
TO BE REJECTED TO NIX BEING DISGUSTING
94 TO BE DISGUSTING . NIX TO BE DISGUSTING
In a sort of subway station/tunnel. sewer-like
TO BE DISGUSTING TO NIX BEING TIDY
95 TO BE TIDY . NIX TO BE TIDY
To keep things neat, clean, etc
TO BE TIDY TO NIX BEING MESSY
96 TO BE MESSY . NIX TO BE MESSY
TO BE MESSY TO NIX BEING CLUNG-TO
97 TO BE CLUNG-TO . NIX TO BE CLUNG-TO
TO BE CLUNG-TO TO NIX BEING ABANDONED (or DEPENDENT?) as item 98?
To Be Abandoned? To Be Dependent?
TO BE UNFEELING?
99 TO BE SEXUAL . NIX TO BE SEXUAL
(?)
TO BE SEXUAL TO NIX BEING ALONE
100 TO BE ALONE . NIX TO BE ALONE
(?)
TO BE ALONE TO NIX BEING TOGETHER
101 TO BE TOGETHER . NIX TO BE TOGETHER
TDB, not yet run
TO BE TOGETHER TO NIX BEING ISOLATED
102 TO BE ISOLATED . NIX TO BE ISOLATED
Ice fields and snow bridges
TO BE ISOLATED TO NIX BEING CORRUPTING
103 ?
104 TO BE CORRUPTED . NIX TO BE CORRUPTED
TDB, not yet run
TO BE CORRUPTED TO NIX BEING INHIBITED
105 TO BE INHIBITED . NIX TO BE INHIBITED
Maybe in a female body?
TO BE INHIBITED TO NIX BEING WANTON
106 TO BE WANTON . NIX TO BE WANTON
TDB, not yet run
TO BE WANTON TO NIX BEING FRUSTRATED
107 TO BE FRUSTRATED . NIX TO BE FRUSTRATED
TDB, not yet run
TO BE FRUSTRATED TO NIX BEING ?
108 ?
109 TO BE DISINTERESTED . NIX TO BE DISINTERESTED
TDB, not yet run
110 TO BE DISINTERESTED TO NIX BEING DISAPPOINTED
Aerial high road, city below?
TO BE DISAPPOINTED TO NIX BEING SELFISH
111 TO BE SELFISH . NIX TO BE SELFISH
TDB, not yet run
TO BE SELFISH TO NIX BEING HUMAN
112 TO BE HUMAN . NIX TO BE HUMAN
Walking out of black water onto a beach in sunlight (maybe around to be viscous?), walking around beach on island, ground and rocks saying items, maybe pedaling backwards on a unicycle?
TO BE HUMAN TO NIX BEING >
ENRAGED ?
DROPPED ?
CARRIED ? Ski lift?
117 TO BE EXHAUSTED . NIX TO BE EXHAUSTED
Trudging up a mountain slope from a beach, eventually reaching the snow, maybe a ski lift at the top?
TO BE EXHAUSTED TO NIX BEING OVEREXERTED
118 TO BE OVEREXERTED . NIX TO BE OVEREXERTED
HDB, not yet run
TO BE OVEREXERTED TO NIX FEELING MISERABLE ?
TO FEEL MISERABLE ?
120 TO HALLUCINATE . NIX TO HALLUCINATE
(To Be Hallucinating) Some sort of car going down (backing up) steep mountain roads, sometimes its a plane or a parade float, sometimes it seems like you're going down an airstrip in a golf cart?
TO HALLUCINATE TO NIX BEING TERRIFIED
TO BE TERRIFIED . NIX TO BE TERRIFIED
A plane or a rollercoaster or a funhouse ride in an amusement park
TO BE TERRIFIED TO NIX BEING FOOLISH
122 TO BE FOOLISH . NIX TO BE FOOLISH
Path through park with lampposts, walking through a zoo, stairs in park?
TO BE FOOLISH TO NIX BEING RESPONSIBLE
123 TO BE RESPONSIBLE . NIX TO BE RESPONSIBLE
Going down a steep slope in a car, highway lampposts give the item The car is single seat, open top, very fast, block 5 is on an elevated trestle (in the car) going up and down on each pair of items, car does loop-de-loop
TO BE RESPONSIBLE TO NIX BEING IRRESPONSIBLE
124 TO BE IRRESPONSIBLE . NIX TO BE IRRESPONSIBLE
TDB, not yet run
TO BE IRRESPONSIBLE TO NIX BEING BURDENED ?
125 TO BE BURDENED . NIX TO BE BURDENED ?
Trudging through primitive village carrying things?
TO BE BURDENED TO NIX BEING NEGLIGENT
126 TO BE NEGLIGENT . NIX TO BE NEGLIGENT
Sailboats
TO BE NEGLIGENT TO NIX BEING CAREFUL
127 TO BE CAREFUL . NIX TO BE CAREFUL
TDB, not yet run
TO BE CAREFUL TO NIX BEING CRUSHED
128 TO BE CRUSHED . NIX TO BE CRUSHED
On a conveyor belt, factory like, steel cylinders come down and crush you or moving walls (plates) slam into you from the sides, the machinery says the items
TO BE CRUSHED TO NIX BEING INATTENTIVE
129 TO BE INATTENTIVE . NIX TO BE INATTENTIVE
TDB, not yet run
TO BE INATTENTIVE TO NIX BEING SELF-CRITICAL
130 TO BE SELF-CRITICAL . NIX TO BE SELF-CRITICAL
Going down park stairways with landings?
TO BE SELF-CRITICAL TO NIX BEING CARELESS
131, 132 ?
133 TO BE SELF-CONTROLLED . NIX TO BE SELF-CONTROLLED
On a scooter being jerked from side to side, coming down from jungle? Going to amusement park?
TO BE SELF-CONTROLLED TO NIX BEING RECKLESS
134 TO BE RECKLESS . NIX TO BE RECKLESS
TDB, not yet run
TO BE RECKLESS TO NIX BEING ?
135 ?
136 TO BE INCOMPETENT . NIX TO BE INCOMPETENT
To be flubbing
TO BE INCOMPETENT TO NIX BEING ENSLAVED
137 TO BE ENSLAVED . NIX TO BE ENSLAVED
TDB, not yet run
TO BE ENSLAVED TO NIX BEING CRUEL
139 TO BE CRUEL . NIX TO BE CRUEL
Carnival or suburbs or town city ?
TO BE CRUEL TO NIX BEING IRRITATED
140 To Be Irritated? To Be Exploited? To Be resisted? To Be Misled?
141 TO BE ASLEEP . NIX TO BE ASLEEP
Fluffy landscape, soft roads, stuffed animals on either side saying items
TO BE ASLEEP TO NIX BEING TIRED
142 TO BE TIRED . NIX TO BE TIRED
TDB, not yet run
TO BE TIRED TO NIX BEING ?
144 TO BE CRITICAL . NIX TO BE CRITICAL
Aerial road in heaven? There is an electrical snap to the nix
TO BE CRITICAL TO NIX BEING CRITICIZED
145 TO BE CRITIZED .NIXEMU TO BE CRITIZED (I have changed NIX to NIXEMU, because it can be useful to check that cross-copy activation term, it may discharge sequences more effectively - admin)
Broad stairway in the air, statues along sides, running down to (first items) the top of a mountain, coming from (last items) a long gossamer bridge
TO BE CRITIZED TO NIXEMU BEING ARROGANT
146 TO BE ARROGANT .NIXEMU TO BE ARROGANT
Roads in the sky
TO BE ARROGANT TO NIXEMU BEING WRONG
146 TO BE WRONG . NIXEMU TO BE WRONG
TDB, not yet run
TO BE WRONG NIXEMU BEING IMPORTANT
148 TO BE IMPORTANT . NIXEMU TO BE IMPORTANT
A road in the air, pennants on poles say items, backing up towards a crystal city in the sky
TO BE IMPORTANT NIXEMU BEING BOTHERED
149 TO BE BOTHERED . NIXEMU TO BE BOTHERED
TDB, not yet run
TO BE BOTHERED TO NIXEMU BEING POWERFUL
150 TO BE POWERFUL . NIXEMU TO BE POWERFUL
TDB, not yet run
TO BE POWERFUL NIXEMU BEING TROUBLED ?
151 TROUBLED sequence ?
152 TO HAVE PICTURES . NIXEMU TO HAVE PICTURES
To look at pictures or have pictures to nixenu being unseeing
153 TO BE UNSEEING . NIXEMU TO BE UNSEEING
Walking on a foggy pier, painful flashes of lights on each item coming from a sewer tunnel
TO BE UNSEEING TO NIXEMU BEING REVOLTED
154 TO BE REVOLTED . NIXEMU TO BE REVOLTED
TDB, not yet run
TO BE REVOLTED . NIXEMU TO BE REVOLTED
TBD, not yet run
TO BE REVOLTED TO NIXEMU BEING AFFECTED
155 TO BE AFFECTED . NIXEMU TO NE AFFECTED
(?)
TO BE AFFECTED TO NIXEMU BEING TOUGH ?
156 TO .... BE TOUGH, .... FRAGILE, .... CALLUS, BE SLOVENLY, HAVE NOTHING, BE POSSESSIVE ?
157 TO BE MASSLESS . NIXEMU TO BE MASSLESS
Going through doorways, like walking through a railroad flat type apartment
TO BE MASSLESS TO NIXEMU BEING SOLID
158 TO BE SOLD . NIXEMU TO BE SOLID
Going through iron archways, maybe on a traincar signal bridges passing overhead, you stop with a jerk on the item and move on the nixenu
TO BE SOLID TO NIXEMU BEING DISPERSED ?
TO .... BE ALTERED, .... BE INCOMPLETE, .... BE BLOCKED, .... BE IRRADIATED, .... BE DISTRACTED, TO FORGET, TO LOSE or TO REGRET ?
159 TO LEVITATE . NIXEMU TO LEVITATE
Walking on a transparent bridge in the sky, all the pictures are of overts
************ * * *
Haven't run much beyond this Gradually you back up on an aerial stairway until you reach the gates of heaven
************ * * *
TO UNCONSCIOUSLY CREATE, .... AUTOMATICALLY CREATE, .... COMPULSIVELY CREATE
160 TO BE CAST OUT . NIXEMU TO BE CAST OUT
Thrown out of heaven Gates of heaven
161 TO BE IN HEAVEN . NIXEMU TO BE IN HEAVEN
Path through clouds from the heavenly city down to the gates
TO BE CONTROLLED, .... REBELLIOUS
162 TO BE GOOD . NIXEMU TO BE GOOD
Items like being obedient, respectful, etc Finally you back up all the way to God's Throne
163 TO BE CREATED . NIXEMU TO BE CREATED
The top item you being created by God
Goes to >
ENDED . NIXEMU TO BE ENDED (at the end at the beginning)
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