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  • Welcome, Guest · RSS 27.03.2017, 03:43

    HEAVEN TRAP


    Earth is a PRISON PLANET -- Mars is the THE RECEIVER PLANET -- Orion Nebula is HEAVEN  >(For more on prison planet structure see PRISON PLANET link - admin)

    HUBBARD COMMUNICATIONS OFFICE
    Saint Hill Minor, East Grinstead, Sussex

    HCO BULLETIN OF MAY 11, AD13


    ROUTINE 3, HEAVEN

    Well, I have been to Heaven
    And I've found that Scientologists have been to Heaven
    The Goals Problems Mass implants, which are apparent basic source of aberration and human travail, which begin with the goal To Forget, were cynically done "in Heaven"

    For a long time, people have been cross with me for my lack of co-operation in believing in a Christian Heaven, God and Christ  I have never said I didn't disbelieve in a Big Thetan but there was certainly something wrong corny about Heaven et al  Now I have to apologize  There was a Heaven  Not too unlike, in cruel betrayal, the heaven of the Assassins in the 12th century who, like everyone else, dramatized the whole track implants - if a bit more so

    Yes, I've been to Heaven  And so have you  And you have the pattern of its implants in the HCO Bulletin Line PLots  It was complete with gates, angels and plaster saints - and electronic implantation equipment  So there was a Heaven after all - which is why you are on this planet and were condemned never to be free again - until Scientology 
    Before you went to Heaven you were not really very bad or very good, but you didn't think you have lived only once and you had a good memory and knew who you were and enjoyed life  Afterwards ---
    A symbol of the crucified Christ is very apt indeed  It's the symbol of thetan betrayed

    DATA

    Additional work and possible corrections need to be done but this is the gist of the matter
    The implants are electronic in nature and follow the pattern of the G. P. M. (GPM - General Purpose Macro-generator? - admin)
    The implant station existed in the order of magnitude of 43,000,000,000,000 years ago (The dates may be part of the implants but do not appear so at this stage  However, a possibility of correction of dates is reserved)
    Sme have been through it once, some more than once
    The first time I arrived and the moment of the implant To Forget was dated at 43,891,832,611,177 years, 344 days, 10 hours, 20 minutes and 40 seconds from 10:02 1/2 PM Daylight Greenwich Time May 9, 1963  The second series was dated to the moment of the implant To Forget as 42,681,459,477,315 years, 132 days, 18 hours, 20 minutes and 15 seconds from 10:02 1/2 PM Daylight Greewhich Time May 9, 1963
    There are no earlier such implants  There are no later such implants  I evidentally have a goal of my own at 305 Trillion (U.S.) years and an actual GPM, all of which pulled into this 43 Trillion year implant

    ADDITIONAL E-METER DATA

    Five goals in all may be common to both sequences  The first 3 of 5 are the same  There are no implants as to time ccording to the meter  There are numbers in any implants, but dates rocket read  Implanting was done on a non-visible thetan, but arrival was in a ship in a doll body according to the meter  Star of Betlehem, Pearly Gates, The Way out of the Universe, all of which RR on the meter, give a clue to recruitment actions  There was no porpuse in giving a particular thetan a particular goal  Planning had no individualization  A preclear's overts should be scouted as to why these keyed in Fac 1, hypnotism, etc  But doubtful if any preclear did this type of implanting  The mood is set that thetans  are evil, treacherous and bad but this is all part of the implant, not factual  The earliest point of the series is not known at this writing but possibly contains a recruitment through advertising  The departure point from the series is not fully known yet but probably just abandonment   The implants were not done in a box or in some trick manner of projection  The scenery is actually there, common MEST Universe 
    The first (43 Trillion) series consists of 29 implanted goals
    The second *42 Trillion) series consists of 21 implanted goals 
    The first three goals in both series are the same  TO FORGET, TO REMEMBER and TO GO AWAY  The last goal and one other in both series are the same  The remaining goals are not the same for the two implants  

    PERSONALLY PERCEIVED DATA

    The pattern of RIs is different for two series, consisting in the second series of added RIs below the To Have a Goalivity and with a different dwindling of adjectives and adverbs, but are otherwise similar  Both series have the Gates of Heaven visible  The last implant of both consists of "entering" Heaven  The last goal of both is To Be In Heaven

    \cut\  (rest of material on HellOtrubus link - admin)


    EARLIER HELLATROBUS IMPLANTS (psychological hypnotic suggestions)

    By The Pilot (Ken Oggers)

    Althou i have referred to the prison planet implant as being Hellotrobian, I believe that the old Hellatrobus empire is long gone in this galaxy  I think that there are still Hellotroban fanatics around who sell their services as implanters (to make people good) and specialize in prison planets  Whoever set this place up simply hired them  The Hellatrobam symbology includes the staircase to Heaven, pearly gates, trainsheds, trolley cars, small town banks, idyllic pastures, angels, devils, crosses, mortuaries, and peaceful small town and bucolic scenery  A great deal of Hellatroban symbols were added to Christianity in the medieval period, but please note that this does not mean that Christianity was started by Hellatrobus  Except for the cross (which is a much more basic symbol and not exclusive to Hellatrobus), none of this stuff is in early translations of the Bible and (some of it is in later altered versions)  The Hellatroban effort is to twist local religions into its sweeping effort to make others good by implanting  The Buddhists tended to avoid this because Buddha rejected heaven as being part of the trap (his argument was that is you accept Heaven, you also accept Hell and you will spend your existence in bouncing back and forth between them)  But I think you will find a lot of Hellatrobian stuff in the other eastern religions  

    More on Hellatrobus "Heaven" > HellOtrobus

    HELLATROBUS PRISON PLANET IMPLANT (hypnotic suggestions)

    a  Background

    In 1963 Ron researched what he called the Helatrobus or Heaven implants  He issued a number of bulletins (which can be found in new tech volume 7) and tapes on the subject \cut\  Among other things, the implant was long and very difficult to run \cut\  He gives a bit of a story on the tapes about how this happened in the range of 63 trillion years ago had some teories about why the goals varied from person to person But the truth of the matter is that they only found a tiny percentage of the goals and they only appeared to vary because there was so much missing   They had so many errors brcause they were running something that was too highly charged  And this was researched before he had figured out that implants included false dates and stories etc 

    Back in 1992 I decided to take the platens he had researched and try to run the implant out on myself  At a guess, there are 256 pairs of items which are repeated for each of 256 goals, which would give a total of about 65,000 items in the implant  I began by simply using Ron's platen on goals which read well and I knew were in the implant  Gradually I corrected and expanded platen slightly (but Ron's was pretty close) and I still think there may be a few missing or incorrect items, but generally I could get everything to read and FN using the platen as it is given here (see the next section)  The more I ran of it, the more goals I found and gradually I was able to connect them properly in the right order (mostly) and I started getting the scenery etc  I still only have about half of the goals, and of those I've only run about half of them in full detail (e.g. running all the items on each goal to FN)  After running out over ten thousand items in it, I siddenly got it in the correct context (discussed below) and the whole thing pretty much fell apart  I may have to go back to it eventually and finish it,, but with lots of other stuff attracting my attention, I wasn't about to drag back the tens of thousands of remaining items once they had keyed out  So please excuse me for leaving this thing only partially researched  It still miles beyond what Ron found out about it   

    The Actual Context of the Incident

    Religious implants go way way back  See my write-up on "Cosmic History"  Many of the goals and symbols used in this very recent Hellatrobus implant were used in earlier ones and go way back  Some of the things Ron discussed about the Hellatrobus implant are correct for earlier (and generally simpler) religious implants, but they are not correct for the actual implant that he was running with the platen he developed  The implant itself pulls a lot of earlier ones into restimulation and he was pulling stuff out of the earlier ones by mistake  The Helatrobus implant is the one used as part of the process of sentencing someone to Earth and it will have been done to you within the last ten thousand years  It is still being used  Any time you try to escape from this solar system (which some of us do occasinally), if they catch you, they run this one and in on you again and send you back  Ron thought that there was a simple train implant which was used as the "Before Earth" sentencing implant  That's incorrect  There is a section of Hellatrobus that takes place in a train  The actual process of being sentenced to Earth occurs as follows:

    1  You are captured somehow  I think most of us were in a war fleet that lost and we are being kept here while the war goes on

    2  You are hit by heavy energy waves and told that you are convicted criminal about to be sentenced  You get hit with some pictures of being on trial, eyc, but you don't know what your crime is  They tell you that memory of your horrible crime has been erased as part of the criminal rehabilitation process  

    3  Then you are sentenced in court  They condemn you to make a copy of yourself which will be punished  You are told that after you make the copy (who will be punished in your place), you will be set free  The heavy wave of force then hits you and then you are standing beside yourself  

    4  Then they tell you that you are the copy who is to be punished and that they will set your real self (the doll) free if you accept your punishement willingly   I suppose that this keeps a few of the prisoners from kicking and screaming as they are dragged into the next step  

    5  Then they tell you that they are sentencing you to hell and drag you down into the basement, which is like being taken down into the medieval dungeon  I'm not certain if the rest of this happens in an implant universe or if they simply attach some electrodes to your brain and feed you a computer simulation  Either way, the experience seems very real, but it does not take place in the physical universe and is not constrained by physical universe mechanics 

    6  You're standing in a basement of some underground building at the bottom of Hell  One wall of the basement is missing and you look out and down and see an infinite universe with a vast swirling cloud of chaos hanging in a center  

    7  They tell you that you have become evil and turned against your creator and therefore will be tossed into chaos and torn apart as a spirit

    8  But then they offer you one last chance  They will review your history and show you how you came to this sorry state  And in so doing, they will run time backwards for you so that you may have another chance  Theu tell you: " Now pay close attention, so you can learn from your mistakes "

    9  Then you begin to walk backwards, going backwards up stairs etc (and occasionally down, but mostly up), gradually working your way back out of hell and through cities and mountains and eventually going backwards up a stairway to Heaven  

    10  As they do this, they implant goals and items  The first goal that is implanted (at the bottom, facing chaos) is the goal " To Be Ended " They hit you with hundreds of items for this goal as you backup from chaos and go up the basement stairs (backwards)  Then they use the same pattern of items for the next goal, etc  Eventually you work your way all the way up to heaven (where they implant the goal " To Be In Heaven ") and even further until you reach the top goal " To Be Created " which takes place in front of God's throne  

    As you go backwards, these items are implanted excruciatingly slowly   

    11  At the top they show you how God created you, including a bit of Genesis  Then they tell you that this is how you lived your evil existence, but now you have a chance to live again and try to de better this time

    12  Then they let you go and it's like your being released from a slingshot  You fly down the staircases etc getting all the goals and items in the forward direction  Here they hit you very fast and you go willy nilly all the way back down to the basement at the bottom of hell and fly straight out the opening and start falling towards the swirling mass of chaos  

    13  But they catch you as you're falling  They say something like: " Here you've gone and done the same terrible things again  But we will give you one last chance  Now pay closer attention this time "

    14  And then back you go, up the stairs backwards etc very slowly, getting all the goals and items again  They repeat this whole mess three times  You get three runs of the goals and items going backwards (slowly up the staircase) and three runs forward (quickly, going downwards)  On the last time, they let you keep falling and you fall into the pool of chaos  Once there, there are millions of objects and scenes and things flying around you, sort of like being in the middle of a tornado  Then you see a calm area, sort of like the eye of a hurricane, and there in the center is the Earthand you go down to it to escape from the chaos  And there is a feeling of peace and relief and then you go unconscious  After that, you begin reincarnating on Earth

    THE HELLATROBUS ITEMS PLATEN

    17 Nov, 1992

    These are the items used on each of the goals in the Hellatrobus Implant  There may be some items missing  This is based on HCOB 12 May 1963 (Routine 3 RI Form) (new volume 7, page 145) as corrected by HCOB 26 May 1963 (R3 Line Plot) (new volume 7, page 171)  

    BLOCK ONE --(goal in past tense without TO, i.e, " forgotten " instead of " to forget ", " ended " instead of " to be ended ")  

    (also can be used with crossover or XOVER cross-copy point . as : FORGOTTEN.xoverNIX FORGOTTEN or FORGOTTEN.xoverFORGOTTEN - admin)

    FORGOTTEN  NIX  FORGOTTEN

    ABSOLUTEABLY __________  NIX __________

    PERFECTABLY  __________  NIX __________

    SUPERIORABLY __________  NIX _________

    INCOMPARABLY _________  NIX ________

    WONDERFULLABLY _________  NIX __________

    FASCINATABLY _________  NIX _________

    BEAUTIFULLABLY __________  NIX __________

    HIGHLY ACCEPTABLY __________  NIX __________

    RECOMMENDABLY __________  NIX __________

    ACCEPTABLY __________  NIX __________

    ENGROSSABLY __________  NIX __________

    VITALABLY _________  NIX __________

    EAGERABLY __________  NIX __________

    ENTHUSIASTICABLY __________  NIX ___________

    ENJOYABLY __________  NIX __________

    PLEASUREABLY __________  NIX __________

    AGREEABLY __________  NIX __________

    DEDICATEABLY _________  NIX __________

    COMMENDABLY __________  NIX __________

    DESIREABLY __________  NIX __________

    CREATABLY __________  NIX __________

    WANTABLY _________  NIX _________

    COVETABLY __________  NIX __________

    HOPEFULABLY __________  NIX __________

    ( powerfullably ??)

    DECIDEABLY __________  NIX __________

    CREDITABLY __________  NIX __________

    DEMANDABLY __________  NIX __________

    BOREABLY __________  NIX __________

    UPSETTABLY __________  NIX _________

    REGRETTABLY __________  NIX _________

    DEJECTABLY __________  NIX __________

    ( compulsably ??)

    UNSTOPABLY __________  NIX __________

    DEGRADEABLY _________  NIX __________

    IDIOTABLY __________  NIX __________

    LOSEABLY __________  NIX __________

    BADABLY __________  NIX __________

    UNCONFRONTABLY __________  NIX __________

    FORGETTABLY __________  NIX __________

    UNWANTABLY __________  NIX __________

    PLAYABLY __________  NIX __________

    ABADONABLY __________  NIX _________

    __________ING  NIX _________

    __________ERS  NIX _________

    __________INGNESS  NIX _________

    __________ISHNESS  NIX _________

    __________ATIVES  NIX _________

    __________IVITY  NIX _________


    BLOCK TWO --(goal in present tense with TO, i.e. to forget, to be ended, etc)

    TO FORGET  NIX TO FORGET

    ABSOLUTEABLE _________  NIX __________

    PERFECTABLE __________  NIX __________

    SUPERIORABLE __________  NIX __________

    INCOMPARABLE __________  NIX __________

    WONDERFULLABLE __________  NIX __________

    FASCINABLE __________  NIX __________

    BEAUTIFULLABLE __________  NIX __________

    HIGHLY ACCEPTABLE _________  NIX __________

    RECOMMENDABLE __________  NIX __________

    ACCEPTABLE __________  NIX __________

    ENGROSSABLE __________  NIX __________

    VITALABLE __________  NIX __________

    EAGERABLE __________  NIX __________

    ENTHUSEABLE __________  NIX __________

    ENJOYABLE __________  NIX __________

    PLEASUREABLE __________  NIX __________

    AGREEABLE __________  NIX __________

    DEDICATEABLE __________  NIX __________

    COMMENDABLE __________  NIX __________

    DESIREABLE __________  NIX __________

    CREATABLE __________  NIX __________

    WANTABLE __________  NIX __________

    COVETABLE __________  NIX __________

    HOPEFULABLE __________  NIX __________

    (powerfulable ??)

    DECIDEABLE __________  NIX __________

    CREDITABLE __________  NIX __________

    DEMANDABLE __________  NIX __________

    BOREABLE __________  NIX __________

    UPSETTABLE __________  NIX __________

    REGRETTABLE __________  NIX __________

    DEJECTABLE __________  NIX __________

    (powerfulable ??)

    DECIDEABLE _________  NIX __________

    CREDITABLE __________  NIX __________

    DEMANDABLE _________  NIX __________

    BOREABLE __________  NIX __________

    UPSETTABLE __________  NIX __________

    REGRETTABLE __________  NIX __________

    DEJECTABLE __________  NIX __________

    (compulsable ??)

    UNSTOPABLE __________  NIX __________

    DEGRADEABLE __________  NIX __________

    IDIOTABLE __________  NIX __________

    LOSEABLE __________  NIX __________

    BADABLE __________  NIX __________

    UNCONFRONTABLE __________  NIX __________

    FORGETTABLE __________  NIX ___________

    UNWANTABLE __________  NIX __________

    PLAYABLE __________  NIX __________

    ABADONABLE __________  NIX __________

    (TO) __________ ING  NIX __________

    (TO) __________ ERS  NIX __________

    (TO) __________ INGNESS  NIX __________

    (TO) __________ ISHNESS  NIX _________

    (TO) __________ ATIVES  NIX __________

    (TO) __________ IVITY  NIX __________


    BLOCK THREE --(goal minus "TO", i.e. "forget", "being ended" etc)

    __________  NIX __________

    __________ ING  NIX __________

    __________ ERS  NIX __________

    __________ INGNESS  NIX _________

    __________ ISHNESS  NIX __________

    __________ ATIVES  NIX __________

    __________ IVITY  NIX __________


    BLOCK FOUR --(-ing form a goal, i.e. "forgetting", "being ended") - (the ____INg is included below as a reminder and because Ron typed it that way, but on "TO BE" type goals, it changes the BE into BEING rather than coming at the end, i.e., next item on the goal "to be ended" is "those who are being ended" rather than "those who are ended-ing")

    THOSE WHO ARE __________ ING  SOMEONE WHO ISN'T EVER __________ ING

    GOALS THAT LEAD TO __________ ING  SOMEONE WHO HATES __________ ING  (Ron's was "__________ ing form of goals")

    ACTIVELY _________ ING  SOMEONE WHO DOESN'T WANT  TO BE __________ ING (Ron's was "active - ing __________") - (% TO BE was added)

    THE ADVANTAGES OF __________ ING  SOMEONE WHO SEES NO ADVANTAGE IN __________ ING  

    ANY NECESSITY FOR __________ ING  SOMEONE WHO SEES NO NECESSITY FOR __________ ING

    ANY EXISTENCE OF __________ ING  SOMEONE WHO SUPPRESSES __________ ING (or "ANY PRESENCE OF")

    ANY INSISTENCE ON __________ ING  SOMEONE WHO INVALIDATES __________ ING 

    ANY DEPENDENCE ON __________ ING  SOMEONE WHO DENIES __________ ING

    THOSE WHO ARE CREATING __________ ING  NIX __________

    ANY ACTIONS OF __________ ING  NIX __________

    ANY BELIEF IN __________ ING  NIX __________

    THE PROPONENTS OF __________ ING  NIX __________

    THE FANTASTIC IMPORTANCES OF __________ ING  THE UNIMPORTANCES OF __________ ING ?

    THE OBSESSION FOR __________ ING  NIX __________

    THE INTRESTINGNESS OF __________ ING  NIX __________

    THE CONCERNS OF __________ ING  NIX __________

    THE UPSETS ABOUT __________ ING  NIX __________

    THE DESPARATIONS OF __________ ING  NIX __________

    THE FRENZIEDNESS(ES) OF __________ ING  NIX __________

    THE PAINFULNESS OF __________ ING  NIX __________

    THE HOPELESSNESS OF __________ ING  NIX __________


    BLOCK FIVE --(odd numbered items continue with the __________ ing form, but even numbered items are beingnesses  Ron formatted these beingness items as "__________ ER", but "A __________ PERSON" or "A __________ BEING" usually reads better, especially on beingness goals  I.E., on the goal "to be ended", next item is "an exhausted ended being" (or an exhausted ended person) rather than "an exhausted ender"  Sometimes the __________ ER form works better on active goals as in "an exhausted rememberer", but even here the form "an exhausted remembering person" is also valid  In the majority of goals, " __________ PERSON" works better than "__________ BEING" for the first few items and then "__________ BEING" will start running better  On active goals, sometimes the __________ ing form works best as in "an exhausting forgetting being"  In this section of the implant the beingness items end up as stuck pictures (valences) rather than the vacumes that come from the NIXes  I have omitted the usual % sign in the cases where __________ ER was changed to __________ BEING)

    THE EXHAUSTIONS OF __________ ING  AN EXHAUSTED __________ BEING

    THE STUPIDITY OF __________ ING  A STUPIDIFIED __________ BEING

    THE EFFORTS OF __________ ING  A WEAKENED __________ BEING (Ron's was AN UNEFFORTIZED __________ ER)

    THE UNREWARDINGNESS OF __________ ING  AN UNREWARDED __________ BEING

    THE COMPLICATIONS OF __________ ING  A COMPLICATED __________ BEING

    THE DEMANDS OF __________ ING  A DEMANDING __________ BEING

    THE DETERMINATIONS OF __________ ING  A DETERMINED __________ BEING

    THE FOOLISHNESS OF __________ ING  A FOOLISH __________ BEING

    THE COMPULSIONS OF __________ ING  A COMPULSIVE __________ BEING

    THE INVALIDATIONS OF _________ ING  AN INVALIDATED __________ BEING

    THE LIMITATIONS OF __________ ING  A LIMITED __________ BEING

    THE DEGRADATIONS OF __________ ING  A DEGRADED __________ BEING

    THE OVERWHELMS OF __________ ING  AN OVERWHELMED __________ BEING

    THE MISERY OF __________ ING  A MISERABLE __________ BEING

    THE UNAWARENESS OF __________ ING  AN UNAWARE _________ BEING

    THE OPPONENTS OF __________ ING  AN OPPOSED __________ BEING


    BLOCK SIX --(since he only had a few items here, Ron did not label this as a separate block, but the format did change from "__________ER" back to the block 2 form of "TO GOAL", i.e., the next item below is "somebody who needs to be ended" etc)

    THE FORBIDDENNESS OF __________ ING  SOMEBODY WHO NEEDS TO __________ 

    A HATRED OF __________ ING  SOMEBODY WHO LOVES TO __________ (Ron had "__________ ing")

    THE INHIBITEDNESS OF __________ ING  SOMEBODY WHO DESIRES TO __________

    THE ABSENSE OF _________ ING  SOMEBODY WHO COMPULSIVELY CREATES __________

    STOPPED __________ ING  SOMEBODY WITH THE GOAL __________

    THE NONEXISTENCE OF __________ ING  THE GOAL TO __________

    TO (goal)  TO NIX (next goal in series)

    (Ron had much more variation in the last item, bacause of trying to connect together goals that didn't belong together  This was due to missing large numbers of goals in the original series  He also had item (last item in block above) opposing the goal itself (i.e. next item "TO __________")  This was probably due to an assumption that there was always an opposite side  To me it seems that last item was just left hanging there and followed by item 1 of the next goal)


    HELLATROBUS GOALS LIST

    Oct 10, 1990

    This is the goals list for the Hellatrobus Implants (Heaven Implants)  The correct date is Before Earth (this is the implant used to sentence one to Earth, the 43 Trillion date is part of the implant)  In the first run you're moving backwards  Each goal is implanted with the two hundred or so items given in the Hellatrobus item platen above 

    On the first run, the whole thing is done backwards with you backing up the staircases etc  You are supposedly backing up through time  This makes it difficult to describe  For each scene, the first item is at the "end" of the scene and the final item, after you have backed all the way up, is at the "beginning" of the scene  In other words, if the scene for a goal had you walking down a staircase, the first item implanted would have you at the bottom with the staircase behind you and the final item would have you up at the top looking down as if you were going to walk down the staircases  Then you back up into the next goal  On the second run, you are going down and the first item would be up at the top of the stairs and the last item would be at the bottom, and everything will go in a normal direction, but if you try to run it this way, you will be missing the entire first run of the implant 

    To aid in running this, I have included the transition item from each goal back to the previous goal 

    1  TO BE ENDED . NIX TO BE  ENDED -- ABSOLUTEABLY ENDED . NIX ABSOLUTEABLY ENDED -- and the rest of block's ^ (as shown above - admin) 

    A black road through empty space  The road "ends" (first item of the entire implant) at a rotating hypnotic spiraling swirl of chaos 

    TO BE ENDED TO NIX BEING TORTURED

    2  TO BE TORTURED . NIX TO BE TORTURED

    Going through a black dungeon  Lowered down the final pit to the road through nothingness  Strange things are done to your energy, people reaching inside of you and pulling out parts etc  You come down from insubstantial via a black chute 

    TO BE TORTURED TO NIX BEING INSUBSTANTIAL

    3  TO BE INSUBSTANTIAL . NIX TO BE INSUBSTANTIAL

    Ice and gray rocks and spirits saying items

    TO BE INSUBSTANTIAL TO NIX BEING FLAYED

    4  TO BE FLAYED . NIX TO BE FLAYED

    E.G. To Be Cut  You're strapped to a stretcher, normally upright but it floats and twists around  You're going through a hospital ward or a lab  Various demons etc with knives say the items  In block 1, the nix pulls you back just before the blades reach you but in block 2 you land on the blades and the nix pulls you off

    TO BE FLAYED TO NIX BEING NUMB

    5  TO BE NUMB . NIX TO BE NUMB

    Crystal arches leading into hospital (flayed), starts (last item, coming in from frozen) as an ice cave

    6  TO BE FROZEN . NIX TO BE FROZEN

    Snow covered landscape, ice statues say the items  On block 6 your being dunked into icewater on each item

    TO BE FROZEN TO NIX BEING BURNED

    7  TO BE BURNED . NIX TO BE BURNED

    Burning landscape, path of coals, ashes in air  Flame beings to either side say the items  Repetitively dropped into a pit of fire, etc

    TO BE BURNED TO NIX BEING UNAFFECTED

    8  TO BE UNAFFECTED . NIX TO BE UNAFFECTED

    There are explosions on each item, very violent but the explosions don't quite hit you  Landscape of hell, the ground rolls under yoou similar to an earthquake  The pictures are mainly of overts, watching your friends tortured etc, while you are being unaffected There is an uncomfortable feeling of emptiness

    TO BE UNAFFECTED TO NIX BEING HORRIFIED  >(or to be unreal?)<

    9  TO BE HORRIFIED . NIX TO BE HORRIFIED

    An elevated roadway in hell with smoking pits and victims to either side  Demons say the items  There is the fear that you will get so horrified that you will snap into the tortures that you're looking at

    TO BE HORRIFIED TO NIX BEING UNAWARE

    10  TO BE UNAWARE . NIX TO BE UNAWARE

    Road through hell, sometimes ontop of red hot iron wall (the walls of the city of Dis as in Dante?), tortured and burned people to either side say the items and try to grab at you but they are below you and can't reach you, you avoid looking at them

    TO BE UNAWARE TO NIX BEING IN HELL

    11  TO BE IN HELL . NIX TO BE IN HELL

    A series of bridges over flaming rivers and pits, items come from poles on sides of bridge, road "leads" to the hell city (to be unaware) and comes from a cave in the mountains (to be gameless)

    TO BE IN HELL TO NIX BEING GAMELESS

    12  TO BE GAMELESS . NIX TO BE GAMELESS

    A gray road in a gray landscaape, items come from the ground and gray clouds above, at the "end" (e.g. the first items, leading to hell) you go through a cave with the items coming from grottos to either side

    TO BE GAMELESS TO NIX BEING HAUNTED

    13  TO BE HAUNTED . NIX TO BE HAUNTED

    Gray landscape, creatures/ghosts appear and terrorize and condemn you

    TO BE HAUNTED TO NIX BEING SELF-PITYING

    14  TO BE SELF-PITYING . NIX TO BE SELF-PITYING

    Rock bridges over ashes, all gray  "Poor John is dead" type flows and feelings

    TO BE SELF-PITYING TO NIX BEING DRAINED

    15  TO BE DRAINED . NIX TO BE DRAINED

    Bleak "tales from the darkside" sort of landscape with dark misshapen trees etc  Spirits hit you and pull away energy, path leads down to a cliffside where a bridge leads out over the chasm of self-pity

    TO BE DRAINED TO NIX BEING IGNITED

    16  TO BE IGNITED . NIX TO BE IGNITED

    Riding along on a cart/stretcher at a 45 degree angle, burning from the inside, flames shooting out of fingers etc, giant candles to either side give the items, much smoke and grayness  At first (around the last items) there is the impression of funeral parlor near the end (first items, leading down to "drained" you are tossed off the cart over a cliff and fall down to the gray landscape)

    TO BE IGNITED TO NIX BEING INTERIORIZED


    17  TO BE INTERIORIZED , NIX TO BE INTERIORIZED

    Pulled along from body to body in a morguE, snapping into each one, dead bodies on either side say the items

    TO BE INTERIORIZED TO NIX BEING BODILESS

    18  TO BE BODILESS . NIX TO BE BODILESS

    Floating in a ghost body over a plane of ashes  Nice things lie to either side but they are all colorless and insubstantial and you can't reach them, begins (last item) with floating out of the ground)

    TO BE BODILESS TO NIX BEING BURRIES

    19  TO BE BURRIED . NIX TO BE BURRIED

    Underground, sort of moving up and down in an elevator  The pressure of dirt increases on the items, you get space (move down from dirt) on the nix, claustrophobic and suffocating  "Begins" with (last items) being lowered into ground by a sort of crane

    TO BE BURRIED TO NIX BEING MOURNFUL

    20  TO BE MOURNFUL . NIX TO BE MOURNFUL

    Going through a graveyard, tombstones say the items

    TO BE MOURNFUL TO NIX BEING NON-EXISTENT

    21  TO BE NON-EXISTENT . NIX TO BE NON-EXISTENT

    Dead effigy riding on a pole on a golf cart through a mausoleum

    TO BE NONEXISTENT TO NIX BEING DEAD

    22 TO BE DEAD . NIX TO BE DEAD

    Lying in a coffin rolling through rooms of mourners

    TO BE DEAD TO NIX HAVING FAILED

    23  TO FAIL . NIX TO FAIL

    Walking through a battlefield between barbed wire fences, items from fence poles

    TO FAIL TO NIX BEING WIPED OUT

    24  TO BE WIPED OUT . NIX TO BE WIPED OUT

    Battlefield with dying soldiers who say items

    TO BE WIPED OUT TO NIX BEING APATHETIC

    25  TO BE APATHETIC . NIX TO BE APATHETIC

    Road through battlefield covered with dead and dying, mud, etc

    TO BE APATHETIC TO NIX BEING DEFEATED


    26  TO BE DEFEATED . NIX TO BE DEFEATED

    Battlefield with planes and tanks (who say items) fighting civil war style soldiers (who shout nixes)

    TO BE DEFEATED TO NIX BEING MURDEROUS

    27  TO BE MURDEROUS . NIX TO BE MURDEROUS

    Walking on a wall, like the Chinese wall, above battlefield, exploding bombs say the items

    TO BE MURDEROUS TO NIX BEING HATED

    28  TO BE HATED . NIX TO BE HATED

    In a railway carriage running between barbed wire fences in battlefield

    TO BE HATED TO NIX BEING IGNORED

    29  TO BE IGNORED . NIX TO BE IGNORED

    Railway carriage? Or poling raft threw swamp?

    TO BE IGNORED TO NIX BEING BLAMED

    30  TO BE BLAMED . NIX TO BE BLAMED

    Railway carriage - billboards say items

    TO BE BLAMED TO NIX BEING UNCARING

    31  TO BE UNCARING . NIX TO BE UNCARING

    Elegant railway car (like 1890's Tycoon's car) with people pleading and starving outside, begins (last items) with departure from trainshed)

    TO BE UNCARING TO NIX BEING POSSESSED

    32  TO BE POSSESSED . NIX TO BE POSSESSED

    (or TO BE TAKEN OVER by a demon?)

    In trainshed, loudspeakers say items

    TO BE POSSESSED TO NIX BEING VENGEFUL

    33  TO BE VENGEFUL . NIX TO BE VENGEFUL

    In the first backwards run, you are backing downstairs from the trainshed to the harbor, in the second forward run, you would be walking up stairs from the harbor to the trinshed - this is one of the occasional ones where you climb up a little instead of moving downward in the forward direction  Old European style (Italian?) houses to either side

    TO BE VENGEFUL TO NIX BEING PERSECUTED

    34  TO BE PERSECUTED . NIX TO BE PERSECUTED

    Running alongside harbor in the village by the end of the canal chased by townspeople with pitchforks who throw rocks and say the items

    TO BE PERSECUTED TO NIX BEING PARANOID

    35  TO BE PARANOID . NIX TO BE PARANOID

    I.E. to be fearful without reason  Floating on dark water with heads on poles sticking out of the water saying the items, at the end (first items) you come to the harbor in the village

    TO BE PARANOID TO NIX BEING PURPOSELESS

    36  TO BE PURPOSELESS . NIX TO BE PURPOSELESS

    Canal, items from poles in water

    TO BE PURPOSELESS TO NIX BEING SELF-CONFLICTING

    37  TO BE SELF-CONFLICTING . NIX TO BE SELF-CONFLICTING

    I.E., to be at war with oneself  canal, cottages along banks, you keep trying to go off in various directions simultaneously  You keep getting multiple pictures of the scenery as you separate and turn various ways simultaneously  You split on the items and recombine on the nix

    TO BE SELF-CONFLICTING TO NIX BEING COMBINED

    38  TO BE COMBINED . NIX TO BE COMBINED

    The body is on a pole in the gondola on the canal, cottages line the banks, copies of yourself (ghosts) fly in from the cottages and snap into the body

    TO BE COMBINED TO NIX BEING DIVIDED

    39  TO BE DIVIDED . NIX TO BE DIVIDED

    Canal boat, electrical storm, items come in with lightning bolts, stone dicks at a distance to the sides, copies (ghosts) of you appear on the docks and walk away, get pulled back, etc

    TO BE DIVIDED TO NIX BEING UNCHANGING

    40  TO BE UNCHANGING . NIX TO BE UNCHANGING

    Sailing in a boat/gondola like Venice, heads on barber poles sticking out of the water say the items

    TO BE UNCHANGING TO NIX BEING SICK

    41  TO BE SICK . NIX TO BE SICK

    Lying in a bed in a gondola on a Venice-like canal, bridges pass overhead

    TO BE SICK TO NIX BEING HOPELESS

    42  TO BE HOPELESS . NIX TO BE HOPELESS

    Riding down a canal like Venice, items from statues on sidewalks to either side

    TO BE HOPELESS TO NIX BEING SELF-INVALIDATING

    43  TO BE SELF-INVALIDATIVE . NIX TO BE SELF-INVALIDATIVE

    Or to "self-invalidate"  Canal, strange structures on the banks say the items 

    TO BE SELF-INVALIDATIVE TO NIX GIVING UP

    44  TO GIVE UP . NIX TO GIVE UP

    Floating down canal in desert, pyramids on either side give items 

    TO GIVE UP TO NIX FEELING MISERABLE

    Previously I had "to nix being hopeless" here in the platen, before that, I had "to nix being overwhelmed"?  I might still have some error here

    Might be missing items here !!!!

    Electrocuted ? - see item 62 below

    To Hallucinate . nix To Hallucinate ?

    To Be Terrified . nix To Be Terrified ?

    To Be Shocked . nix To Be Shocked ?

    To Be Hypnotized . nix To Be Hypnotized ?

    To Be Motion Sick . nix To Be Motion Sick ?

    To Be In-Motion . nix To Be In-Motion ?

    45  TO FEEL MISERABLE . NIX TO FEEL MISERABLE

    Amusement ride in a box that jerks suddenly from side to side

    TO FEEL MISERABLE TO NIX BEING UNCONSCIOUS

    46  TO BE UNCONSCIOUS . NIX TO BE UNCONSCIOUS

    Maybe a rollercoaster car with plane rides etc alongside  Originally seemed like open railway car between barbed wire in battlefield

    TO BE UNCONSCIOUS TO NIX BEING HURT

    To nix Being Smashed ?  Then "smashed (injured) to nix being reckless" ?

    47  TO BE HURT . NIX TO BE HURT

    In car/cart going down steep mountain road smashing into things

    TO BE HURT TO NIX BEING SELF-DESTRUCTIVE

    48  TO BE SELF-DESTRUCTIVE . NIX TO BE SELF-DESTRUCTIVE

    Pits line the sides of the road with pointed stakes, rocks, acid, glass, etc in them, item comes from Pit, you step off edge and fall in, nix pulls you off and puts you back on road

    TO BE SELF-DESTRUCTIVE TO NIX BEING TRAPPED

    49  TO BE TRAPPED . NIX TO BE TRAPPED

    Going up and down on a pole, riding on a pole on a carousel horse, bars/poles and fake horses all round

    TO BE TRAPPED TO NIX BEING LOST

    Following 2 items might be out of place (?)

    TO BE LOST . NIX TO BE LOST

    Spinning plates ?  Feeling disoriented? - But see to be unbalanced

    TO BE LOCATED . NIX TO BE LOCATED

    Walking down streets, heads/statues carved on buildings say items, walking down corridor, faces on doors saying items

    TO BE LOCATED TO NIX BEING DISPERSED

    52  TO BE DISPERSED . NIX TO BE DISPERSED

    Strapped to a bullseye on a flying target, things keep hitting you and pieces of the body fly off in all directions and then the nix pulls you back together

    TO BE DISPERSED TO NIX BEING OVERWHELMED

    53  TO BE OVERWHELMED . NIX TO BE OVERWHELMED

    Sliding, falling, being smashed, in the amusement park, this has pictures of other parts of the incident in it

    TO BE OVERWHELMED TO NIX BEING PUNISHED

    54  TO BE PUNISHED . NIX TO BE PUNISHED

    ? Some sort of amusement park ride where punchng gloves and paddles hit you as your carried on a conveyor belt

    TO BE PUNISHED TO NIX BEING DOMINEERING

    55  TO BE DOMINEERING . NIX TO BE DOMINEERING

    Being carried through amusement park in a sedan chair

    TO BE DOMINEERING TO NIX BEING CRIPPLED

    56  TO BE CRIPLED . NIX TO BE CRIPLED

    Amusement park, bumper cars, parachute jump, boat ride into fun house etc

    TO BE CRIPLED TO NIX BEING SPINNING

    57  TO BE SPINNING . NIX TO BE SPINNING

    Amusement park, steps  You're on a pole that spins as it hops down steps from the amusement park toward the harbor/canal area

    TO BE SPINNING TO NIX BEING STOPPED


    58  TO BE STOPPED . NIX TO BE STOPPED

    Amusement park car, keeps jamming in unpleasant places

    TO BE STOPPED TO NIX BEING UNBALANCED

    To Be Dizzy

    To Be Unaffected

    59  TO BE UNBALANCED . NIX TO BE UNBALANCED

    Spinning plates, plane rides, amusement park 

    TO BE UNBALANCED TO NIX GETTING WORSE

    60  TO GET WORSE . NIX TO GET WORSE

    In a cave underground, items from stalagmites and nix from floor, stairs in cave  Begins (last items) with entering cave from wooded valley (first item is WORSENED)

    TO GET WORSE TO NIX EXPERIENCE NOTHING (was TO NIX BEING ELECTROCUTED)

    To Be Drugged

    To Be Agonized

    61  TO EXPERIENCE NOTHING . NIX TO EXPERIENCE NOTHING

    Maybe heads in grottos in cave? Hit with vacumes 

    TO EXPERIENCE NOTHING TO NIX BEING ELECTROCUTED

    62  TO BE ELECTROCUTED . NIX TO BE ELECTROCUTED

    May be TO BE ELECTRIFIED  Like being in a giant pinball game  Bit fat round terminals on either side that deliver items and shocks  You rush towards the terminal which says the item and then at last moment something rushes down in front of you and says nix and stops you  The terminals sound high toned  In block 2 you hit the terminal and stick and get shocked until the nix  Seems to take place in underground 

    TO BE ELECTROCUTED TO NIX BEING UNTHINKING

    63  TO BE UNTHINKING . NIX TO BE UNTHINKING

    Swamp, boat

    TO BE UNTHINKING TO NIX BEING DEPRESSED

    64  TO BE DEPRESSED . NIX TO BE DEPRESSED

    Poling a boat through the mud

    TO BE DEPRESSED TO NIX BEING INDIFFERENT

    65  TO BE INDIFFERENT . NIX TO BE INDIFFERENT

    Being dragged through a muddy swamp by snakes etc who say the items

    TO BE INDIFFERENT TO NIX BEING STUCK

    66  TO BE STUCK . NIX TO BE STUCK

    Hopping in mud/tar, you are stuck on the items and lifted on the nix

    TO BE STUCK TO NIX BE FLEEING

    67  TO BE FLEEING . NIX TO BE FLEEING

    To flee, wading through swamp

    TO FLEE TO NIX BEING INFESTED

    68  TO BE INFESTED . NIX TO BE INFESTED

    Raft in marsh, lights (like fireflies/bugs) come in and enter your body on the items, has the sense of being infested with entities (being tag-ridden)

    TO BE INFESTED TO NIX BEING EVIL

    Missed items?

    69  TO BE EVIL . NIX TO BE EVIL

    Creatures rise up out of the swamp and say the items

    TO BE EVIL TO NIX BEING UNIMPORTANT


    70 TO BE UNIMPORTANT . NIX TO BE UNIMPORTANT

    Walking through a marsh, there are electric shocks with the items which are said by heads on stakes sticking up out of water

    TO BE UNIMPORTANT TO NIX BRING IMPLANTED

    71  TO BE IMPLANTED . NIX TO BE IMPLANTED

    Sitting in a chair being rolled forward, back, spun etc ina tunnel like the Lincoln Tunnel in New York  The chair goes in loops, upside-down, etc, very fast  Ends (first items) with you stepping out of chair at end of tunnel to walk through swamp  The pictures are of other implants etc  The items come from the back of chair (head clamp) and the nix is from a helmet/plate across forehead, the chair also goes into a transparent tube and you fly out of the mountain and arch over down into the sea and through mud etc and then back up into tunnels in the mountains etc moves at express trin speed  At the beginning (last items) you are in a hospital wheelchair which changes into the chair that goes into the tunnel 

    TO BE IMPLANTED TO NIX BEING VISCOUS

    (was "to nix being insane")

    72  TO BE VISCOUS . NIX TO BE VISCOUS

    Stairs down cliffside to sea, continuing down into and under water

    TO BE VISCOUS TO NIX BEING PURSUED

    (this one was "to be destructive")

    73  TO BE PURSUED . NIX TO BE PURSUED

    Running down through forest towards beach

    TO BE PURSUED TO NIX BEING NERVOUS

    74  TO BE NERVOUS . NIX TO BE NERVOUS

    In the woods, trees say the items

    TO BE NERVOUS TO NIX BEING CRIMINAL

    75  TO BE CRIMINAL . NIX TO BE CRIMINAL

    Walking down streets in a 1930s like city)

    TO BE CRIMINAL TO NIX BEING DOCILE

    76  TO BE DOCILE . NIX TO BE DOCILE

    Corridors

    TO BE DOCILE TO NIX BEING TREATED

    77  TO BE TRETED . NIX TO BE TRETED

    Hospital corridors

    TO BE TREATED TO NIX BEING INSANE

    78  TO BE INSANE . NIX TO BE INSANE

    Ends (first items) with you walking into hospital, begins (last items) walking up and down stairs in an art gallery, in between, you walk down city streets  everything is strange and crazy and turning, sometimes its like your in a glass tube and the city is revolving around you, swinging overhead and underneath you  There's sort of kaleidoscope effect

    TO BE INSANE TO NIX BEING CONDEMNED

    78  TO BE CONDEMNED . NIX TO BE CONDEMNED

    Walking from court into jail, between rows of cells, prisoners say items

    TO BE CONDEMNED TO NIX BEING DISHONEST

    80  TO BE DISHONEST . NIX TO BE DISHONEST

    Jungle, animals saying items?

    TO BE DISHONEST TO NIX BEING ACCUSED?

    81  TO BE ACCUSED . NIX TO BE ACCUSED

    Walking between pillars which say items?

    TO BE ACCUSED TO NIX BEING GUILT RIDDEN

    82  TO BE GUILT RIDDEN . NIX TO BE GUILT RIDDEN

    Faces on trees in forest say items, at end (first items), you come to steps leading to hall of justice

    TO BE GUILT RIDDEN TO NIX BEING TREASONOUS

    83  TO BE TREASONOUS . NIX TO BE TREASONOUS

    Or to be traitorous or treacherous

    TBD to be done, I have not yet run this one

    TO BE TREASONOUS TO NIX BEING BLINDED

    84  TO BE BLINDED . NIX TO BE BLINDED

    TBD, not yet run

    TO BE BLINDED TO NIX SPYING

    85  TO BE SPYING . NIX TO BE SPYING

    TBD, not yet run

    TO BE SPYING TO NIX BEING BETRAYED

    86  TO BE BETRAYED . NIX TO BE BETRAYED

    TDB, not yet run

    TO BE BETRAYED TO NIX BEING DEGRADED ?

    87  TO BE DEGRADED . NIX TO BE DEGRADED

    Going down slide from cliffs to beach?

    TO BE DEGRADED TO NIX BEING ASHAMED

    88  TO BE ASHAMED . NIX TO ASHAMED

    path up mountainside with lampposts saying items? Or canal boat from amusement park?

    TO BE ASHAMED TO NIX BEING PERVERTED

    89  TO BE PERVERTED . NIX TO BE PERVERTED

    Walking through carnival, items come from booths? maybe starts or ends with getting in/out of canal boat?

    TO BE PERVERTED TO NIX HAVING CRAVINGS

    90  TO HAVE CRAVINGS . NIX TO HAVE CRAVINGS

    (or TO CRAVE)

    Maybe going through a tent or shopping mall with things on display

    TO HAVE CRAVINGS TO NIX BEING EMPTY

    91  TO BE EMPTY . NIX TO BE EMPTY

    Floating above shopping mall, like a flying dream or maybe on a balloon like cushion, drifting down (maybe from ski lift)

    TO BE EMPTY TO NIX BEING GLUTTONOUS

    92  TO BE GLUTTONOUS . NIX TO BE GLUTTONOUS

    On a restaurant terrace on a mountainside overlooking the shopping mall, you're at a table on a moving /revolving disk, at the end (first items) you're flung off of the balcony

    TO BE GLUTTONOUS TO NIX BEING REJECTED

    93  TO BE REJECTED . NIX TO BE REJECTED

    In a sort of concourse/mall-like tunnel in the side of a hill support posts with faces say the items  The mall leads to the restaurant

    TO BE REJECTED TO NIX BEING DISGUSTING

    94  TO BE DISGUSTING . NIX TO BE DISGUSTING

    In a sort of subway station/tunnel. sewer-like

    TO BE DISGUSTING TO NIX BEING TIDY

    95  TO BE TIDY . NIX TO BE TIDY

    To keep things neat, clean, etc

    TO BE TIDY TO NIX BEING MESSY

    96  TO BE MESSY . NIX TO BE MESSY

    TO BE MESSY TO NIX BEING CLUNG-TO

    97  TO BE CLUNG-TO . NIX TO BE CLUNG-TO

    TO BE CLUNG-TO TO NIX BEING ABANDONED (or DEPENDENT?) as item 98?

    To Be Abandoned? To Be Dependent?

    TO BE UNFEELING?

    99  TO BE SEXUAL . NIX TO BE SEXUAL

    (?)

    TO BE SEXUAL TO NIX BEING ALONE

    100  TO BE ALONE . NIX TO BE ALONE

    (?)

    TO BE ALONE TO NIX BEING TOGETHER

    101  TO BE TOGETHER . NIX TO BE TOGETHER

    TDB, not yet run

    TO BE TOGETHER TO NIX BEING ISOLATED

    102  TO BE ISOLATED . NIX TO BE ISOLATED

    Ice fields and snow bridges

    TO BE ISOLATED TO NIX BEING CORRUPTING

    103 ?

    104  TO BE CORRUPTED . NIX TO BE CORRUPTED

    TDB, not yet run

    TO BE CORRUPTED TO NIX BEING INHIBITED

    105  TO BE INHIBITED . NIX TO BE INHIBITED

    Maybe in a female body?

    TO BE INHIBITED TO NIX BEING WANTON

    106  TO BE WANTON . NIX TO BE WANTON

    TDB, not yet run

    TO BE WANTON TO NIX BEING FRUSTRATED

    107  TO BE FRUSTRATED . NIX TO BE FRUSTRATED

    TDB, not yet run

    TO BE FRUSTRATED TO NIX BEING ?

    108 ?

    109  TO BE DISINTERESTED . NIX TO BE DISINTERESTED

    TDB, not yet run

    110  TO BE DISINTERESTED TO NIX BEING DISAPPOINTED

    Aerial high road, city below?

    TO BE DISAPPOINTED TO NIX BEING SELFISH

    111  TO BE SELFISH . NIX TO BE SELFISH

    TDB, not yet run

    TO BE SELFISH TO NIX BEING HUMAN

    112  TO BE HUMAN . NIX TO BE HUMAN

    Walking out of black water onto a beach in sunlight (maybe around to be viscous?), walking around beach on island, ground and rocks saying items, maybe pedaling backwards on a unicycle?

    TO BE HUMAN TO NIX BEING >

    ENRAGED ?

    DROPPED ?

    CARRIED ? Ski lift?

    117  TO BE EXHAUSTED . NIX TO BE EXHAUSTED

    Trudging up a mountain slope from a beach, eventually reaching the snow, maybe a ski lift at the top?

    TO BE EXHAUSTED TO NIX BEING OVEREXERTED

    118  TO BE OVEREXERTED . NIX TO BE OVEREXERTED

    HDB, not yet run

    TO BE OVEREXERTED TO NIX FEELING MISERABLE ?

    TO FEEL MISERABLE ?

    120  TO HALLUCINATE . NIX TO HALLUCINATE

    (To Be Hallucinating) Some sort of car going down (backing up) steep mountain roads, sometimes its a plane or a parade float, sometimes it seems like you're going down an airstrip in a golf cart?

    TO HALLUCINATE TO NIX BEING TERRIFIED

    TO BE TERRIFIED . NIX TO BE TERRIFIED

    A plane or a rollercoaster or a funhouse ride in an amusement park

    TO BE TERRIFIED TO NIX BEING FOOLISH

    122  TO BE FOOLISH . NIX TO BE FOOLISH

    Path through park with lampposts, walking through a zoo, stairs in park?

    TO BE FOOLISH TO NIX BEING RESPONSIBLE

    123  TO BE RESPONSIBLE . NIX TO BE RESPONSIBLE

    Going down a steep slope in a car, highway lampposts give the item  The car is single seat, open top, very fast, block 5 is on an elevated trestle (in the car) going up and down on each pair of items, car does loop-de-loop

    TO BE RESPONSIBLE TO NIX BEING IRRESPONSIBLE

    124  TO BE IRRESPONSIBLE . NIX TO BE IRRESPONSIBLE

    TDB, not yet run

    TO BE IRRESPONSIBLE TO NIX BEING BURDENED ?

    125  TO BE BURDENED . NIX TO BE BURDENED ?

    Trudging through primitive village carrying things?

    TO BE BURDENED TO NIX BEING NEGLIGENT

    126  TO BE NEGLIGENT . NIX TO BE NEGLIGENT

    Sailboats

    TO BE NEGLIGENT TO NIX BEING CAREFUL

    127  TO BE CAREFUL . NIX TO BE CAREFUL

    TDB, not yet run

    TO BE CAREFUL TO NIX BEING CRUSHED

    128  TO BE CRUSHED . NIX TO BE CRUSHED

    On a conveyor belt, factory like, steel cylinders come down and crush you or moving walls (plates) slam into you from the sides, the machinery says the items

    TO BE CRUSHED TO NIX BEING INATTENTIVE

    129  TO BE INATTENTIVE . NIX TO BE INATTENTIVE

    TDB, not yet run

    TO BE INATTENTIVE TO NIX BEING SELF-CRITICAL

    130  TO BE SELF-CRITICAL . NIX TO BE SELF-CRITICAL

    Going down park stairways with landings?

    TO BE SELF-CRITICAL TO NIX BEING CARELESS

    131, 132 ?

    133  TO BE SELF-CONTROLLED . NIX TO BE SELF-CONTROLLED

    On a scooter being jerked from side to side, coming down from jungle? Going to amusement park?

    TO BE SELF-CONTROLLED TO NIX BEING RECKLESS

    134  TO BE RECKLESS . NIX TO BE RECKLESS

    TDB, not yet run

    TO BE RECKLESS TO NIX BEING ?

    135 ?

    136  TO BE INCOMPETENT . NIX TO BE INCOMPETENT

    To be flubbing

    TO BE INCOMPETENT TO NIX BEING ENSLAVED

    137  TO BE ENSLAVED . NIX TO BE ENSLAVED

    TDB, not yet run

    TO BE ENSLAVED TO NIX BEING CRUEL

    139  TO BE CRUEL . NIX TO BE CRUEL

    Carnival or suburbs or town city ?

    TO BE CRUEL TO NIX BEING IRRITATED

    140  To Be Irritated? To Be Exploited? To Be resisted? To Be Misled?

    141  TO BE ASLEEP . NIX TO BE ASLEEP

    Fluffy landscape, soft roads, stuffed animals on either side saying items

    TO BE ASLEEP TO NIX BEING TIRED

    142  TO BE TIRED . NIX TO BE TIRED

    TDB, not yet run

    TO BE TIRED TO NIX BEING ?

    144  TO BE CRITICAL . NIX TO BE CRITICAL

    Aerial road in heaven? There is an electrical snap to the nix

    TO BE CRITICAL TO NIX BEING CRITICIZED

    145  TO BE CRITIZED .NIXEMU TO BE CRITIZED (I have changed NIX to NIXEMU, because it can be useful to check that cross-copy activation term, it may discharge sequences more effectively - admin)

    Broad stairway in the air, statues along sides, running down to (first items) the top of a mountain, coming from (last items) a long gossamer bridge

    TO BE CRITIZED TO NIXEMU BEING ARROGANT

    146  TO BE ARROGANT .NIXEMU TO BE ARROGANT

    Roads in the sky

    TO BE ARROGANT TO NIXEMU BEING WRONG

    146  TO BE WRONG . NIXEMU TO BE WRONG

    TDB, not yet run

    TO BE WRONG NIXEMU BEING IMPORTANT

    148  TO BE IMPORTANT . NIXEMU TO BE IMPORTANT

    A road in the air, pennants on poles say items, backing up towards a crystal city in the sky 

    TO BE IMPORTANT NIXEMU BEING BOTHERED

    149  TO BE BOTHERED . NIXEMU TO BE BOTHERED

    TDB, not yet run

    TO BE BOTHERED TO NIXEMU BEING POWERFUL

    150  TO BE POWERFUL . NIXEMU TO BE POWERFUL

    TDB, not yet run

    TO BE POWERFUL NIXEMU BEING TROUBLED ?

    151  TROUBLED sequence ?

    152  TO HAVE PICTURES . NIXEMU TO HAVE PICTURES

    To look at pictures or have pictures to nixenu being unseeing

    153  TO BE UNSEEING . NIXEMU TO BE UNSEEING

    Walking on a foggy pier, painful flashes of lights on each item coming from a sewer tunnel

    TO BE UNSEEING TO NIXEMU BEING REVOLTED

    154  TO BE REVOLTED . NIXEMU TO BE REVOLTED

    TDB, not yet run

    TO BE REVOLTED . NIXEMU TO BE REVOLTED

    TBD, not yet run

    TO BE REVOLTED TO NIXEMU BEING AFFECTED

    155  TO BE AFFECTED . NIXEMU TO NE AFFECTED

    (?)

    TO BE AFFECTED TO NIXEMU BEING TOUGH ?

    156  TO .... BE TOUGH, .... FRAGILE, .... CALLUS, BE SLOVENLY, HAVE NOTHING, BE POSSESSIVE ?

    157  TO BE MASSLESS . NIXEMU TO BE MASSLESS

    Going through doorways, like walking through a railroad flat type apartment

    TO BE MASSLESS TO NIXEMU BEING SOLID

    158  TO BE SOLD . NIXEMU TO BE SOLID

    Going through iron archways, maybe on a traincar signal bridges passing overhead, you stop with a jerk on the item and move on the nixenu

    TO BE SOLID TO NIXEMU BEING DISPERSED ?

    TO .... BE ALTERED, .... BE INCOMPLETE, .... BE BLOCKED, .... BE IRRADIATED, .... BE DISTRACTED, TO FORGET, TO LOSE or TO REGRET ?

    159  TO LEVITATE . NIXEMU TO LEVITATE

    Walking on a transparent bridge in the sky, all the pictures are of overts

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    Haven't run much beyond this  Gradually you back up on an aerial stairway until you reach the gates of heaven

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    TO UNCONSCIOUSLY CREATE, .... AUTOMATICALLY CREATE, .... COMPULSIVELY CREATE

    160  TO BE CAST OUT . NIXEMU TO BE CAST OUT

    Thrown out of heaven  Gates of heaven

    161  TO BE IN HEAVEN . NIXEMU TO BE IN HEAVEN

    Path through clouds from the heavenly city down to the gates

    TO BE CONTROLLED, .... REBELLIOUS

    162  TO BE GOOD . NIXEMU TO BE GOOD

    Items like being obedient, respectful, etc  Finally you back up all the way to God's Throne

    163  TO BE CREATED . NIXEMU TO BE CREATED

    The top item you being created by God

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    ENDED . NIXEMU TO BE ENDED (at the end at the beginning)


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