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  • Welcome, Guest · RSS 11.12.2016, 01:13

    DISABILITY IMPLANT, hypnotic suggestions


                                                                                                                   

    November 26, 1991, 8041 Galaxy

    I think this one was used in the symbols universe, but it might possibly be much earlier perhaps even from the reality wars  The first sequence which is "I want to"/"I don't want to", is designed to seem like your own thoughts  The items are projected from gold (positive) and silver (negative) balls and there is a black explosion which sends out dividing sheets of black energy  The first run has these coming from the left and right  Later runs use front/back, above/below, (head/stomach?) etc

    DISABILITY IMPLANT (hypnotic suggestions):

    FIRST SERIES  - "I Want"  OF THE FIRST RUN

    1/      I want to escape
    2/      I don't want to be captured
    *
    3/      I want to start
    4\      I don't want to stop
    *
    5/      I want to go forward
    6\      I don't want to go back
    *
    7/      I want to be awake
    8\      I don't want to be asleep
    *
    9/      I want to be competent
    10\    I don't want to be incompetent
    *
    11/    I want to remember
    12\    I don't want to forget
    *
    13/    I want to be light
    14\    I don't want to be heavy
    *
    15/    I want to be treated honestly
    16\    I don't want to be fooled
    *
    17/    I want to be allowed to remain
    18\    I don't want to be driven away
    *
    19/    I want to be aware
    20\    I don't want to go unconscious
    *
    21/    I want to be able to stop
    22\    I don't want to be made to continue
    *
    23/    I want to be finished with this implant
    24\   I don't want to begin this implant
    *
    25/    I want to be unspinning
    26\    I don't want to be dizzy
    *
    27/    I want to be able to find out
    28\    I don't want to be unable to find out
    *
    29/    I want to be perceptive
    30\    I don't want to be blind
    *
    31/    I want to be replenished 
    32\    I don't want to be drained
    *
    33/    I want to be energetic
    34\    I don't want to be tired
    *
    35/    I want to be lively
    36\    I don't want to be in a stupor
    *
    37/    I want to wake up     
    38\    I don't want to be knocked out  
    *
    39/    I want to be blessed 
    40\    I don't want to be cursed 
    *
    41/    I want to keep tracks of things 
    42\    I don't want to lose track of things
    *
    43/    I want to focus attention
    44\    I don't want to be distracted
    *
    45/    I want to get moving
    46\    I don't want to get stuck
    *
    47/    I want to be forgiven
    48\    I don't want to be blamed
    *
    49/    I want to do what I'm doing   
    50\    I don't want to do something else
    *
    51/    I want to do well
    52\    I don't want to do poorly
    *
    53/    I want to feel pleasure
    54\    I don't want to feel pain
    *
    55/    I want to be comforted
    56\    I don't want to be tortured
    *
    57/    I want to be healthy
    58\    I don't want to be sick
    *
    59/    I want to be created    
    60\    I don't want to be destroyed
    *
    61/    I want to be untouched
    62\    I don't want to be impacted
    *
    63/    I want to be oriented
    64\    I don't want to be disoriented
    *
    65/    I want to be capable of thinking
    66\    I don't want to be incapable of thinking
    *
    67/    I want to do enough
    68\    I don't want to do too little
    *
    69/    I want to find things
    70\    I don't want to loose things
    *
    71/    I want to be hard to fool
    72\    I don't want to be easy to fool
    *
    73/    I want to be rewarded
    74\    I don't want to be punished
    *
    75/    I want to be pleased
    76\    I don't want to be disappointed
    *
    77/    I want to be free
    78\    I don't want to be trapped
    *
    79/    I want to be refreshed (replenished)
    80\    I don't want to be worn down
    *
    81/    I want to be patient
    82\    I don't want to be impatient
    *
    83/    I want to accept things
    84\    I don't want to be anxious about things
    *
    85/    I want to have confidence
    86\    I don't want to have doubts
    *
    87/    I want to be trouble free
    88\    I don't want to have trouble
    *
    89/    I want to be mocked up
    90\    I don't want to be unmocked
    *
    91/    I want to have identity
    92\    I don't want to be nobody
    *
    93/    I want to be an individual
    94\    I don't want to be part of a composite
    *
    95/    I want to have free will
    96\    I don't want to be controlled
    *
    97/    I want to be justified
    98\    I don't want to be unjustified
    *
    99/    I want to be proper
    100\  I don't want to be scandalous
    *
    101/  I want to have pride
    102\  I don't want to be ashamed
    *
    103/  I want to be early
    104\  I don\t want to be late
    *
    105/  I want to be relaxed
    106\  I don't want to be nervous
    *
    107/  I want to pay attention
    108\  I don't want to ignore things
    *
    109/  I want to be certain
    110\  I don't want to be confused
    *
    111/  I want to have a future
    112\  I don't want to be doomed
    *
    113/  I want to have pleasant sensations
    114\  I don't want to have disturbing sensations
    *
    115/  I want to be agreed with
    116\  I don't want to have arguments
    *
    117/  I want to have feeling
    118\  I don't want to feel numb
    *
    119/  I want to hold together
    120\  I don't want to fall apart
    *
    121/  I want to be ethical
    122\  I don't want to be immoral
    *
    123/  I want to be nice 
    124\  I don't want to be nasty
    *
    125/  I want to be given things
    126\  I don't want to be deprived of things
    *
    127/  I want to feel comfortable 
    128\  I don't want to feel strained
    *
    129/  I want to be wholesome
    130\  I don't want to be infected
    *
    131/  I want to be allowed to continue
    132\  I don't want to be interfered with
    *
    133/  I want to be special
    134\  I don't want to be mundane
    *
    135/  I want to be able to concentrate
    136\  I don't want to be dispersed
    *
    137/  I want to be willing
    138\  I don't want to be unwilling
    *
    139/  I want to be superior
    140\  I don't want to be inferior
    *
    141/  I want to be clean
    142\  I don't want to be infested
    *
    143/  I want to be spacious
    144\  I don't want to be solid
    *
    145/  I want to be cool
    146\  I don't want to be burn
    *
    147/  I want to be warm
    148\  I don't want to freeze
    *
    149/  I want to feel safe
    150\  I don't want to be afraid
    *
    151/  I want to protect myself
    152\  I don't want to ruin myself
    *
    153/  I want to be noble
    154\  I don't want to be degraded
    *
    155/  I want to feel complacent
    156\  I don't want to feel worried
    *
    157/  I want to avoid grief
    158\  I don't want to be grief-stricken
    *
    159/  I want to feel relief
    160\  I don't want to feel pressure
    *
    161/  I want to be settled
    162\  I don't want to be hyper-active
    *
    163/  I want to be rested
    164\  I don't want to be unable to rest
    *
    165/  I want to be accurate
    166\  I don't want to make mistakes
    *
    167/  I want to be knowing
    168\  I don't want to be unknowing
    *
    169/  I want to see things clearly
    170\  I don't want to have distorted perceptions
    *
    171/  I want to be lucky
    172\  I don't want to be unlucky
    *
    173/  I want to avoid accidents
    174\  I don't want to have accidents
    *
    175/  I want to be favored
    176\  I don't want to be picked on
    *
    177/  I want to be smart
    178\  I don't want to be dumb
    *
    179/  I want to have purpose
    180\  I don't want to be purposeless
    *
    181/  I want to be part of things
    182\  I don't want to be detached
    *
    183/  I want to have interests
    184\  I don't want to be uninterested
    *
    185/  I want to do the right amount
    186\  I don't want to do too much
    *
    187/  I want to be guided
    188\  I don't want to be misled
    *
    189/  I want to be blocked
    190\  I don't want to be unblocked
    *
    191/  I want to have open perceptions
    192\  I don't want to be covered in blackness
    *
    193/  I want to be rational
    194\  I don't want to be irrational
    *
    195/  I want to have correct recollections
    196\  I don't want to misremember
    *
    197/  I want to be unbothered
    198\  I don't want to be restimulated
    *
    199/  I want to de what is needed
    200\  I don't want to omit things
    *
    201/  I want to be careful
    202\  I don't want to be careless
    *
    203/  I want to be able
    204\  I don't want to be uncapable
    *
    205/  I want to reach (?)
    206\  I don't want to withdraw
    *
    207/  I want to know who I am
    208\  I don't want to become confused about identity
    *
    209/  I want to take care of myself
    210\  I don't want to be helpless
    *
    211/  I want to be industrious
    212\  I don't want to be lazy
    *
    213/  I want to be included in things
    214\  I don't want to miss out on things
    *
    215/  I want to be validated (praised)
    216\  I don't want to be invalidated
    *
    217/  I want to be admired
    218\  I don't want to be abhorred
    *
    219/  I want to be beautiful
    220\  I don't want to be ugly
    *
    221/  I want to be big
    222\  I don't want to be small
    *
    223/  I want to communicate
    224\  I don't want to be unable to communicate
    *
    225/  I want to be communicated with
    226\  I don't want to be ignored
    *
    227/  I want to conserve things
    228\  I don't want to waste things
    *
    229/  I want to perceive truly
    230\  I don't want to be deluded
    *
    231/  I want to be located
    232\  I don't want to be lost
    *
    233/  I want to think clearly
    234\  I don't want to have muddled 
    *
    235/  I want for everything to be obvious
    236\  I don't want for everything to be obscure
    *
    237/  I want to be encouraged
    238\  I don't want to be discouraged
    *
    239/  I want to be accepted
    240\  I don't want to be shunned
    *
    241/  I want to be supported
    242\  I don't want to be persecuted
    *
    243/  I want to estimate correctly
    244\  I don't want to mis-estimate
    *
    245/  I don't want to be complete
    246\  I don't want to be incomplete
    *
    247/  I want to be enthusiastic
    248\  I don't want to be despondent
    *
    249/  I want to get things right
    250\  I don't want to get things mixed up
    *
    251/  I want to get things correct
    252\  I don't want to miss things
    *
    253/  I want to have things in sequence
    254\  I don't want to have things out of sequence
    *
    255/  I want to identify things correctly
    256\  I don't want to confuse one thing with another
    *
    257/  I want to differentiate things
    258\  I don't want to think that everything is the same
    *
    259/  I want to be able to keep things together
    260\  I don't want to have everything to fall apart
    261/  I want to be treated rightly
    262\  don't want to be treated wrongly
    *
    263/  I want to be logical
    264\  I don't want to be illogical
    *
    265/  I want to be imaginative
    266\  I don't want to be dull
    *
    267/  I want to feel pleasant
    268\  I don't want to feel horrible
    *
    269/  I want to be accepting of things
    270\  I don't want to be revolted by things
    *
    271/  I want to be responsible
    272\  I don't want to be irresponsible
    *
    273/  I want to see reality
    274\  I don't want to see delusions
    *
    275/  I want to be complacent
    276\  I don't want to be desperate
    *
    277/  I want to be fast
    278\  I don't want to be slow
    *
    279/  I want to be reasonable
    280\  I don't want to be fanatical
    *
    281/  I want to be right
    282\  I don't want to be wrong
    *
    283/  I want to be rich
    284\  I don't want to be poor
    *
    285/  I want to be decisive
    286\  I don't want to be unable to make up my mind
    *
    287/  I want to be whole
    288\  I don't want to be divided against myself
    *
    289/  I want to be contented
    290\  I don't want to be bothered
    *
    291/  I want to be strong
    292\  I don't want to be weak 
    *
    293/  I want to be enduring
    294\  I don't want to be transient
    *
    295/  I want to be calm
    296\  I don't want to be upset
    *
    297/  I want to be carefree
    298\  I don't want to be weighted down
    *
    299/  I want to be effective
    300\  I don't want to be ineffective
    *
    301/  I want to put things in the right place
    302\  I don't want to put things in the wrong place
    *
    303/  I want to know where things belong
    304\  I don't want to not know where things belong
    *
    305/  I want to know where things are
    306\  I don't want to not know where things are
    *
    307/  I want to put things the right way around
    308\  I don't want to put things backwards
    *
    309/  I want to be happy
    310\  I don't want to be sad
    *
    311/  I want to have the will to live
    312\  I don't want to be unwilling to live
    *
    313/  I want to have variety
    314\  I don't want to be bore
    *
    315/  I want to know truth (!!!)
    316\  I don't want to believe lies
    *
    317/  I want to be told the truth
    318\  I don't want to be given false data
    *
    319/  I want to know what is real
    320\   I don't want to be unsure of what is real
    *
    321/  I want to know what is there
    322\  I don't want to imagine things that aren't there
    *
    323/  I want to be complemented
    324\  I don't want to be criticized
    *
    325/  I want to be loved
    326\  I don't want to be hated
    *
    327/  I want to have friends
    328\  I don't want to have enemies
    *
    329/  I want to have allies
    330\  I don't want to have opponents
    331/  I want to be loose
    332\  I don't want to be restrained
    *
    333/  I want to have choices
    334\  I don't want to have no choice
    *
    335/  I want to be allowed to proceed
    336\  I don't want to be hemmed in
    *
    337/  I want to be causative
    338\  I don't want to be at effect
    *
    339/  I want to reach things
    340\  I don't want to be unable to reach things
    *
    341/  I want to control things
    342\  I don't want to be unable to control things
    *
    343/  I want to have games
    344\  I don't want to have no game
    *
    345/  I want to be satisfied
    346\  I don't want to be unsatisfied
    *
    347/  I want to have what you need
    348\  I don't want to suffer from cravings
    *
    349/  I want to have no regrets
    350\  I don't want to be regretful
    *
    351/  I want to be open
    352\  I don't want to be closed in
    *
    353/  I want to arrange things correctly
    354\  I don't want to mess things up
    *
    355/  I want to see acceptable things
    356\  I don't want to be dazzled
    *
    357/  I want to receive sympathy
    358\  I don't want to get no sympathy
    *
    359/  I want to get away with things
    360\  I want to be accused
    *
    361/  I want to be acquitted
    362\  I don't want to be condemned
    *
    363/  I want to be let go
    364\  I don't want to be hunted
    *
    365/  I want to escape the consequences
    366\  I don't want to suffer the consequences
    *
    367/  I want to avoid being implanted
    368\  I don't want to be implanted
    *
    369/  I want to please people
    370\  I don't want to upset people
    *
    371/  I want to obey the rules
    372\  I don't want to break the rules
    *
    373/  I want to be good
    374\  I don't want to be evil
    *
    375/  I want to help others
    376\  I don't want to harm others
    *
    377/  I want to reassure people
    378\  I don't want to shock people
    *
    379/  I want to make others to feel safe
    380\  I don't want to terrorize others
    *
    381/  I want to have normal desires
    382\  I don't want to be obsessed
    *
    383/  I want to be sane
    384\  I don't want to be insane
    *
    385/  I want to take enough time
    386\  I don't want to take too long
    *
    387/  I want to be independent
    388\  I don't want to be dependent
    *
    389/  I want to be satiated
    390\  I don't want to have longings
    *
    391/  I want to know what's going on
    392\  I don't want to be puzzled by events
    *
    393/  I want to know what's going to happen
    394\  I don't want to be taken by surprise
    *
    395/  I want to know the consequences
    396\  I don't want to be caught unaware
    *
    397/  I want to be able to adapt
    398\  I don't want to be unable to change
    *
    399/  I want to be flexible
    400\  I don't want to be rigid
    *
    401/  I want to be ontime
    402\  I don't want to be too late
    *
    403/  I want to be participating
    404\  I don't want to be alone
    *
    405/  I want to like what is going on
    406\  I don't want to dislike everything
    *
    407/  I want to be able to protest
    408\  I don't want to have to put up with everything
    *
    409/  I want to be able to change conditions
    410\  I don't want to be stuck with things as they are
    *
    411/  I want to be stable
    412\  I don't to be pushed around
    *
    413/  I want to be able to decide not to do something
    414\  I don't want to be forced to do things
    *
    415/  I want to be at the right distance
    416\  I don't want to be too close
    *
    417/  I want to have hope
    418\  I don't want to be hopeless
    *
    419/  I want to understand things
    420\  I don't want to misunderstand things
    *
    421/  I want to receive help
    422\  i don't want to get no help
    *
    423/  I want to be fair
    424\  I don't want to be unfair
    *
    425/  I want to be sharing
    426\  I don't want to be selfish
    *
    427/  I want to have the right amount
    428\  I don't want to have too much
    *
    429/  I want to feel full
    430\  I don't want to feel empty
    *
    431/  I want to be at the right time
    432\  I want to be early
    *
    433/  I want to be in the right space 
    434\  I don't want to be in the wrong space (place?)
    *
    435/  I want to be kind
    436\  I don't want to be cruel
    *
    437/  I want to be human
    438\  I don't want to be monster
    *
    439/  I want to be where you should be
    440\  I don't want to be too far away
    *
    441/  I want to be successful
    442\  I don't want to be a failure
    *
    443/  I want to win
    444\  I don't want to lose
    *
    445/  I want to feel relieved
    446\  I don't want to feel crushed
    *
    447/  I want to be defended
    448\  I don't want to be attacked
    *
    449/  I want to be tough
    450\  I don't want to be overwhelmed
    *
    451/  I want to be determined
    452\  I don't want to give up
    *
    453/  I want to be a good citizen
    454\  i don't want to be a criminal
    *
    455/  I want to be a member of society
    456\  I don't want to be an outcast
    *
    457/  I want to support society
    458\  I don't want to overthrow society
    *
    459/  I want to advance
    460\  I don't want to be held back
    *
    461/  I want to have nice things
    462\  I don't want to have nothing
    *
    463/  I want to have enough space
    464\  I don't want to have too little space
    *
    465/  I want to be allowed to remain
    466\  I don't want to be kicked out of spaces
    *
    467/ I want to I want to be wise 
    468\  I don't want to be foolish
    *
    469/  I want to do things at the right time
    470\  I don't want to do things at the wrong time
    *
    471/  I want to have enough time
    472\  I don't want to run out of time
    *
    473/  I want to rise
    474\  I don't want to fall
    *
    475/  I want to grow
    476\  I don't want to shrink
    *
    477/  I want to get better
    478\  I don't want to get worse
    *
    479/  I want to become more substantial
    480\  I don't want to get thinner
    *
    481/  I want to know what time it is
    482\  I don't want to not know what time it is
    *
    483/  I want to know what space I'm in
    484\  I don't want to not know what space I'm in (know where I am?)
    *
    485/  I want to estimate time correctly
    486\  I don't want to mis-estimate time
    *
    487/  I want to estimate distance correctly
    488\  I don't want to mis-estimate distance
    *
    489/  I want to have faith
    490\  I don't want to have disbelief
    *
    491/  I want to be enlightened
    492\  I don't want to be mystified
    *
    493/  I want to spot the source of things
    494\  I don't want to spot the wrong source
    *
    495/  I want to please god
    496\  I don't want to displease god
    *
    497/  I want to obey god
    498\  I don't want to defy god
    *
    499/  I want to be saved
    500\  I don't want to be dammed
    *
    501/  I want to be in heaven
    502\  I don't want to be in hell
    *
    503/  I want to be alive
    504\  I don't want to be dead
    *
    505/  I want to dwell in paradise forever
    506\  I don't want to be burn in hell forever
    *
    507/  I want to create 
    508\  I don't want to destroy
    *
    509/  I want to have reality
    510\  I don't want to feel unreal
    *
    511/  I want to have a right time
    512\  I don't want to have the wrong time
    *
    513/  I want to have the right space
    514\  I don't want to have the wrong space
    *
    515/  I want to have the right energy
    516\  I don't want to have the wrong energy
    *
    517/  I want to have the right mass
    518\  I don't want to have the wrong mass
    *
    519/  I want to real
    520\  I don't want to be unreal
    *
    521/  I want to be right about time
    522\  I don't want to be wrong about time
    *
    523/  I want to be right about space
    524\  I don't want to be wrong about space
     
    *
    525/  I want to be right about energy
    526\  I don't want to be wrong about energy
    *
    527/  I want to be right about mass
    528\  I don't want to be wrong about mass
    *
    529/  I want to be right about existence
    530\  I don't want to be wrong about existence
    *
    531/  I want to have mass
    532\  I don't want to have no mass
    *
    533/  I want to have energy
    534\  I don't want to have no energy
    *
    535/  I want to have space
    536\  I don't want to have no space
    *
    537/  I want to have time
    538\  I don't want to have no time
    *
    539/  I want to have a universe
    540\  I don't want to have no universe
    *
    541/  I want to have existence
    542\  I don't want to have no existence

    {

    SECOND SERIES  - I Need

    }

    1/      I need to escape
    2\      I can't bear to be captured
    *
    3/      I need to start
    4\      I can' bear to stop
    *
    5/      I need to go forward
    6\      I can't bear to go back
    *
    7/      I need to be awake
    8\      I can't bear to be asleep
    *
    9/      I need to be competent
    10\    I can't bear to be incompetent
    *
    11/    I need to remember
    12\    I can't bear to forget
    *
    13/    I need to be light
    14\    I can't bear to be heavy
    *
    15/    I need to be treated honestly
    16\    I can't bear to be fooled
    *
    17/    I need to be allowed to remain
    18\    I can't bear to be driven away
    *
    19/    I need to be aware
    20\    I can't bear to go unconscious
    *
    21/    I need to be able to stop
    22\    I can't bear to be made to continue
    *
    23/    I need to be finished with this implant
    24\    I can't bear to begin this implant
    *
    25/    I need to be unspinning
    26\    I can't bear to be dizzy
    *
    27/    I need to be able to find out
    28\    I can't bear to be unable to find out
    *
    29/    I need to be perceptive
    30\    I can't bear to be blind
    *
    31/    I need to be replenished
    32\    I can't bear to be drained
    *
    33/    I need to be energetic
    34\    I can't bear to be tired
    *
    35/    I need to be lively
    36\    I can't bear to be in a stupor
    *
    37/    I need to wake up
    38\    I can't bear to be knocked out
    *
    39/    I need to be blessed
    40\    I can't bear to be cursed
    *
    41/    I need to keep track of things
    42\    I can't bear to loose track of things
    *
    43/    I need to focus attention
    44\    I can't bear to be distracted
    *
    45/    I need to get moving
    46\    I can't bear to get stuck
    *
    47/    I need to be forgiven
    48\    I can't bear to be blamed
    *
    49/    I need to do what I'm doing
    50\    I can't bear to do somethin else
    *
    51/    I need to do well
    52\    I can't bear to do poorly
    *
    53/    I need to feel pleasure
    54\    I can't bear to feel pain
    *
    55/    I need to be comforted
    56\    I can't bear to be tortured
    *
    57/    I need to be healthy
    58\    I can't bear to be sick
    *
    59/    I need to be created
    60\    I can't bear to be destroyed
    61/    I need to be untouched
    62\    I can't bear to be impacted
    *
    63/    I need to be oriented
    64\    I can't bear to be disoriented
    *
    65/    I need to be capable of thinking
    66\    I can't bear to be incapable of thinking
    *
    67/    I need to do enough
    68\    I can't bear to do too little
    *
    69/    I need to find things
    70\    I can't bear to loose things
    *
    71/    I need to be hard to fool
    72\    I can't bear to be easy to fool
    *
    73/    I need to be rewarded
    74\    I can't bear to be punished
    *
    75/    I need to be pleased
    76\    I can't bear to be disappointed
    *
    77/    I need to be free
    78\    I can't bear to be trapped
    *
    79/    I need to be refreshed (replenished)
    80\    I can't bear to be worn down
    *
    81/    I need to be patient
    82\    I can't bear to be impatient
    *
    83/    I need to accept things
    84\    I can't bear to be anxious about things
    85/    I need to have confidence
    86\    I can't bear to have doubts
    *
    87/    I need to be trouble-free
    88\    I can't bear to have trouble
    *
    89/    I need to be mocked up
    90\    I can't bear to be unmocked
    *
    91/    I need to have identity
    92\    I can't bear to be nobody
    *
    93/    I need to be an individual
    94\    I can't bear to be part of a composite
    *
    95/    I need to have free will
    96\    I can't bear to be controlled
    *
    97/    I need to be justified
    98\    I can't bear to be unjustified
    *
    99/    I need to be proper
    100\  I can't bear to be scandalous
    *
    101/  I need to have pride
    102\  I can't bear to be ashamed
    *
    103/  I need to be early (?)
    104\  I can't bear to be late
    *
    105/  I need to be relaxed
    106\  I can't bear to be nervous
    *
    107/  I need to pay attention
    108\  I can't bear to ignore things
    *
    109/  I need to be certain
    110\  I can't bear to be confused
    *
    111/  I need to have a future
    112\  I can't bear to be doomed
    *
    113/  I need to have pleasant sensations
    114\  I can't bear to have disturbing sensations
    *
    115/  I need to be agreed with
    116\  I can't bear to have argumants
    *
    117/  I need to have feelings
    118\  I can't bear to feel numb
    *
    119/  I need to hold together
    120\  I can't bear to fall apart
    *
    121/  I need to be ethical
    122\  I can't bear to be immoral
    *
    (be immortal/age, be old/young?)
    *
    123/  I need to be nice
    124\  I can't bear to be nasty
    *
    125/  I need to be given things
    126\  I can't bear to be deprived of things
    *
    127/  I need to feel comfortable
    128\  I can't bear to feel strained
    *
    129/  I need to be wholesome
    130\  I can't bear to be infected
    *
    131/  I need to be allowed to continue
    132\  I can't bear to be interfered with
    *
    133/  I need to be special
    134\  I can't bear to be mundane
    *
    135/  I need to be able to concentrate
    136\  I can't bear to be dispersed
    *
    137/  I need to be willing
    138\  I can't bear to be unwilling
    *
    139/  I need to be superior
    140\  I can't bear to be inferior
    *
    141/  I need to be clean
    142\  I can't bear to be infested
    *
    143/  I need to be spacious
    144\  I can't bear to be solid
    *
    145/  I need to be cool
    146\  I can't bear to burn
    *
    147/  I need to be warm
    148\  I can't bear to freeze
    *
    149/  I need to feel safe
    150\  I can't bear to be afraid
    *
    151/  I need to protect myself
    152\  I can't bear to ruin myself
    *
    153/  I need to be noble
    154\  I can't bear to be degraded
    *
    155/  I need to be complacent
    156\  I can't bear to feel worried
    *
    157/  I need to avoid grief
    158\  I can't bear to be grief-stricken
    *
    159/  I need to feel relief
    160\  I can't bear to feel pressure
    *
    161/  I need to be settled
    162\  I can't bear to be hyper-active
    *
    163/  I need to be rested
    164\  I can't bear to be unable to rest
    *
    165/  I need to be accurate
    166\  I can't bear to make mistakes
    *
    167/  I need to be knowing
    168\  I can't bear to be unknowing
    *
    169/  I need to see things clearly
    170\  I can't bear to have distorted perceptions
    *
    171/  I need to be lucky
    172\  I can't bear to be unlucky
    *
    173/  I need to avoid accidents
    174\  I can't bear to have accidents
    *
    175/  I need to be favored
    176\  I can't bear to be picked on
    *
    177/  I need to be smart
    178\  I can't bear to be dumb
    *
    179/  I need to have purpose
    180\  I can't bear to be purposeless
    *
    181/  I need to be part of things
    182\  I can't bear to be detached
    *
    183/  I need to have interests
    184\  I can't bear to be uninterested
    *
    185/  I need to do the right amount
    186\  I can't bear to do too much
    *
    187/  I need to be guided
    188\  I can't bear to be misled
    *
    189/  I need to be blocked
    190\  I can't bear to be unblocked
    *
    191/  I need to have open perceptopns
    192\  I can't bear to be covered in blacknes
    *
    193/  I need to be rational
    194\  I can't bear to be irrational
    *
    195/  I need to have correct reccolections
    196\  I can't bear to misremember
    *
    197/  I need to be unbothered
    198\  I can't bear to be restimulated
    *
    199/  I need to do what is needed
    120\  I can't bear to omit things
    *
    121/  I need to be careful
    122\  I can't bear to be careless
    *
    123/  I need to be able
    124\  I can't bear to be uncapable
    *
    125/  I need to reach
    126\  I can't bear to withdraw
    *
    127/  I need to know who I am
    128\  I can't bear to become confused about identity
    *
    129/  I need to take care of myself
    130\  I can't bear to be helpless
    *
    131/  I need to be industrious
    132\  I can't bear to be lazy
    *
    133/  I need to be included in things
    134\  I can't bear to miss out on things
    *
    135/  I need to be validated (praised)
    136\  I can't bear to be invalidated
    *
    137/  I need to be admired
    138\  I can't bear to be abhorred
    *
    139/  I need to be beautiful
    140\  I can't bear to be ugly
    *
    141/  I need to be big
    142\  I can't bear to be small
    *
    143/  I need to communicate
    144\  I can't bear to be unable to communicate
    *
    145/  I need to be communicated with
    146\  I can't bear to be ignored
    *
    147/  I need to conserve things
    148\  I can't bear to waste things
    *
    149/  I need to perceive truly
    150\  I can't bear to be deluted
    *
    151/  I need to be located
    152\  I can't bear to be lost
    *
    153/  I need to think clearly
    154\  I can't bear to have muddled
    *
    155/  I need for everything to be obvious
    156\  I can't beat for everything to be oscure
    *
    157/  I need to be encouraged
    158\  I can't bear to be discouraged
    *
    159/  I need to be accepted
    160\  I can't bear to be shunned
    *
    161/  I need to be supported
    162\  I can't bear to be persecuted
    *
    163/  I need to estimate correctly
    164\  I can't bear to mis-estimate
    *
    165/  I need to be complete
    166\  I can't bear to be incomplete
    *
    167/  I need to be enthusiastic
    168\  I can't bear to be despondent
    *
    169/  I need to get things right
    170\  I can't bear to get things mixed up
    *
    171/  I need to get things correct
    172\  I can't bear to miss things
    *
    173/  I need to have things in sequence
    174\  I can't bear to have things out of sequence
    *
    175/  I need to identify things correctly
    176\  I can't bear to confuse one thing with another
    *
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